YAY! This is it! The start of my new story!
I am really looking forward to this. The chapters are going to be from Erza's perspective, then Jellal's. I have no idea how many chapters this story will have, but it could turn out to be really long. Enjoy!
That Thing That Happened That Was Totally Not a Kiss
I couldn't believe it was actually happening. Jellal and I had been fighting, and then we were tumbling down a hill, and he was on top of me, and . . . oh, I wanted to kiss him so much! I leaned closer and closer, imagining how it would feel.
And then . . .
And then, he . . . pushed me away.
And told me. He told me everything.
He was ENGAGED. And I had lost my chance.
I played it cool. Pretended it was all fine. Offered him more advice. And then left. Because my heart was breaking.
Then that stupid cat, Happy . . . I was mad, of course, but he was right. Heartbreak. That's what I had. Because Jellal had rejected me. Well, not out loud or anything. But he had.
I didn't understand my feelings for him until that day, that day when he didn't want to go on. I realized then how much it would hurt if he was gone, forever. This hurts, but not as much as that would have. So, in a way, I'm happy, now. Slightly happy.
If I'm lucky, I'll find someone else. Someone to love and care for, as deeply as I loved and cared for Jellal.
I wanted him to be happy. I wanted it more than anything else in the entire world. Even more than having him be mine.
Is that true love? Maybe I should ask Lucy.
. . .
What am I SAYING?! That would be stupid . . . no, I won't ask anyone anything. I'll just keep my feelings to myself.
As you probably guessed, the first 2 chapters will be about the kiss that almost (but not quite) happened in the anime. And of course, the next chapter will be from Jellal's perspective.
I'M SO EXCITED!
See you all tomorrow! :)