Summary: He hated her for doing this to him. He was this way because of her, cold with hatred in his heart for every girl he saw, though he played with each and every one. But after all the pain she brought him, What he had for her, was pure love. KiraLacus
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Seed
" Wait!"
He ran after her. But it seemed the closer he got, the farther away she was. She was wearing a light silver dress that poured onto the ground. Her bright blue eyes sparkling as she looked at him. Her crystal tears fell down her pale face.
" Im sorry..."
Kira stopped when he saw her turn away from him. He started to run again, He couldn't let her get away. Not again. He lost her once, He wouldn't let it happen again. He kept running, she moved farther and farther away.
"Lacus! Don't!"
" Kira..."
" Kira Baby, wake up"
Kira Yamato slowly opened his eyes. That dream. Again. She was always in his dreams. His eyes led to the girl in front of him. She had on a blue robe with a small smile on her lips. She climbed on top of him and kissed him. He didn't respond.
She pulled away and frowned. "What's wrong? You were so into it last night, and now you're like a zombie"
Kira didn't say anything and climbed out of bed. He picked up his clothes and put them on. She was right. He was like that for the past 2 years. He would play with whoever came near him. Seductive by night and the next morning, he would push them away. That's how he was played with, And she didn't even give him a reason why she did it. The girl stood up and walked over to him.
" Kira?"
" I'm leaving" Kira said, walking towards the door. The girl stared at him.
" You'll come back tonight right?" The girl said. Kira stopped and looked at her.
" As if"
The girl shot him a hurt look. She walked over to him and forced him into a kiss. Kira didn't push her away, nor did he return the kiss. He just stood there. The girl pulled away and looked into his lavender eyes.
" I love you"
Kira turned around, the kiss had no effect on him whatsoever. " I can't return those feelings"
" Then why did you screw me!"
He didn't bother to answer that question. He opened the door and walked out, the girl screaming after him. Athrun and Shinn always told him what he was doing was wrong, playing with girls like that, and that he wasn't who he use to be. He would admit that he had changed, but his feelings wouldn't change. It was on this day 2 years ago she broke up with him. He was hurt so bad after what happened with her. He never though something like that could ever happen in his life. He loved her, she loved him, what else could possibly go wrong?
Everything.
She just left him with no explanation. She never said why. He could've changed for her, he could've gotten whatever she wanted, as long as they were together. But no...She just left without a word. He tried to think of every reason possible, as to why she left him. All the reason's didn't make sense, the bottom line was; She didn't love him.But how could that be? If she didn't love him, where did all her warm smiles come from? If she didn't love him, where did all her kisses and love-making come from? Unless it was all a lie. Unless she had just played with him like a baby with a new toy. But she wasn't like that. She would never do that, would she?
Kira walked down to the parking lot and to his white sports car, trying to block the memories. His cellphone rang as soon as he sat down in the driver's seat. He ignored it for a second and put on his seatbelt and headset on. The phone stopped ringing as Kira started the car and pulled out of the lot and onto the streets. He saw that the person had left a message and played it.
" Kira..."
Uh oh. Big trouble.
" Have you looked at the time! It's 10:00! Shinn's race starts in HALF AN HOUR OH STUPID BROTHER OF MINE! Im just warning you RIGHT NOW. If you don't get to the racetrack in 10 MINUTES, you will have your sorry BUTT KICKED!"
Kira almost had to pull the earphone out of his ear to avoid any passing cars. God Cagalli had problems sometimes. Of course, he would never say it in front of her face, but he would say it to himself once in a while.
Shinn's race? Kira searched his mind for a moment, then finally remembered. Shinn's race was today. Shinn was a race car driver along with Kira and Athrun. They would build cars and compete against other drivers. It was a dangerous sport, but a passion all three of them shared. At first, when Athrun told Cagalli about it, She went mad. Well..not literally, but fussed about it a lot.
It's dangerous! You could be killed!
Cagalli was right though. Competing would be very risk-taking, but it was worth it. He remembered that someone once told him that 'no matter what is in the way of what you love, you should never give up until you get it'.
Well this was something he would never let go.
And he knew that it was something that wouldn't leave him without a word either.
"Left!"
"Right!"
Kira looked at Cagalli with a dull expression. She was more into how the car was moving than Shinn was, and Shinn was the one driving with others competing against him. He saw Shinn's car in 2nd place, a couple of meters behind the car in 1st. If only Shinn could step on it and go even faster, but he was already at maximum speed. Going overboard wouldn't be good.
" Say Cagalli, where's Athrun?" Kira asked. It was Shinn's big day, and yet Athrun wasn't even here to see it.
" To tell you the truth, I really have no idea" Cagalli sighed and looked at Kira. "He told me he would come, but he isn't here yet, Im starting to get worried."
Kira's brows furrowed. It wasn't like Athrun to be like that. He put his hand on Cagalli's shoulder.
" Im sure everything's fine"
Cagalli nodded.
" Good memories huh?"
She flipped through the photo album with pictures of them in the past. There was one with Cagalli and Kira mad at each other. It brought a smile to her face. She remembered that day clearly. Kira and Cagalli were fighting over if her and Kira "did it" or not. She didn't mind answering Cagalli's question, but Kira did for some reason. It was pure sibling rivalry. At the most crucial point, Athrun just had to step in, take a picture, and make it even worse, although she knew now that it was worth it.
" Yes...Memories that I haven't forgotten"
Athrun sat up from the couch and sat down beside her. He chuckled at what she was looking at. It was another picture of him and Kira blushing madly. He didn't quite remember what they were blushing at, and he didn't want to know.
" I remember that like it was yesterday"
" Don't start Lacus..."
Lacus giggled and put the album on her lap. She looked at Athrun and smiled. " So, how is everyone doing?"
" Great I guess" Athrun said. " Nothing out of the ordinary"
" That's good to hear" Lacus said.
"Tired? You've had a long flight" Athrun said. Lacus gave a small smile, She had just flew in from America. It was her first time in Japan for the last 2 years. She had left for Americato see her father, who had plans for her..
" Just a bit" Lacus said. She flipped the page of the album and her eyes widened at what she saw. Athrun saw her sudden expression and looked at the album. It was a picture of Kira and Lacus...they were kissing. Now that was a picture Athrun remembered clearly. Cagalli and him had taken a picture of them on their millionth date, and also their last one.
" You...took it?" Lacus asked, her voice a bit wobbly.
" Me and Cagalli" Athrun said. Lacus nodded, understanding. She placed her fingers over it...It was the day before she broke it off with Kira.
" How...is he?"
Athrun looked away from her, his fingers running through his hair. "Well..I guess it's okay to say he's moved on."
Lacus gave a sad smile. " I'm glad..."
" He's becoming a player" Athrun said. Lacus jerked her head up and looked at him.
" He still hasn't gotten over you Lacus..." Athrun said. "He tries to take his anger out on other girls, by...seducing them and then breaking their hearts the next day" Lacus gasped. Kira? That wasn't the boy she knew when she was with him.
" We've told him countless times no matter what he does, he has to move on" Athrun said, finally looking at her. The sadness in her eyes could not be explained. Lacus closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
" You know why I did it right?" Lacus said. Athrun nodded, He had to admit, if he was in Lacus' place, he would've done the same"
" But Kira doesn't know" Athrun said. " He thinks that you left him because you never loved him in the first place, or maybe you found someone else, and didn't love him as much"
" That's ridiculous!" Lacus said. " How could he think that?"
" He didn't have another reasonable explanation to why you left" Athrun said calmly. "Wouldn't you think the same if he was the one who left you without saying a word?"
" I..." Lacus was speechless. She knew she was wrong by doing that. But she also knew that the consequences for not telling him might turn out even worse. She almost hated her father for what he did. At the same time, she knew that she had to thank her father for giving her so much. Her father had apologized after, and gave her the chance to come back to Japan and see everyone. She had freedom, yet she knew that things would never be the same with her and Kira.
She loved him so much. More than she could ever imagine. She cried for nights on end when she reached America. Her father had tried to comfort her, but with his business and all his work, he was never really there to help. Lacus would write to Athrun and Cagalli for help, and they would respond with updates and solutions to her problem.
She almost didn't want to come back to Japan, but Athrun had convinced her. She knew that she could never be good friends with Kira, It was either she would be with him again, or they would go their separate ways. What she experienced with him was too much for friends to take. And from what Athrun had told her, Kira probably didn't want her back. He had other girls to please him in any way. Why would he pick her?
He still hasn't gotten over you Lacus...
Athrun looked at the time. It was 11:30. He had told Shinn he was going to pick up Lacus from the airport and couldn't be there for his race. Shinn understood and Athrun had wished him luck. Cagalli and Kira on the other hand...
" I can't face Kira" Lacus spoke out. Athrun looked at her, and saw her pained look. She was serious.
" And Why can't you?"
" What will he say? What will he do?" Lacus said. " He's might to think I'm going to play with him and leave him again"
" I doubt that will happen" Athrun said.
" It will Athrun" Lacus said. " Even if he does love me still, He'll be scared to be with me again"
Athrun was about to say something when his phone rang. Lacus sat down on the couch and sighed, confused and worried. Athrun picked up his phone.
" Hello?"
" Athrun? Why are you home? I called your cell and you didn't pick up"
" Sorry Kira" Athrun said. Lacus looked up at him. "I guess I didn't hear it"
" Yea well, Listen, Me and Cagalli got worried. It was Shinn's big day, and you aren't here, what happened?" Kira said.
" I was doing something important" Athrun said. " How was Shinn's race?"
" He came 2nd" Kira said.
" Congratulate him for me" Athrun said.
" Ok" Kira said. " I guess..Ill talk to you later"
" Bye" Athrun said and hung up.
" How is he?" Cagalli asked Kira.
" He was doing something important" Kira said. Cagalli frowned.
" It's okay" Shinn said. Cagalli and Kira looked at him.
" I know Athrun wouldn't miss my race on purpose, I trust him" Shinn said.
" That's true" Kira said. " But What would be so important" Shinn looked down.
If only you knew Kira..
Yay! Im done! It's my first GSD fic, so please review!