Author's note: I know I have a lot of unfinished fics and I'm posting this, but this is just an outlet I guess. Plus we need more BulRo or RoBul.

This is dedicated to a certain someone.

I used different names this time. Just to try them out, actually I have a lot of names for Rom and two for Bul.

names:

Nikola Balakov - Bulgaria

Vladimir Lupei - Romania

Disclaimer: Hetalia is not mine

I fell in love

I feel in love…

To be completely honest, I never asked for this. This thing called 'love', why would I? From what I have experienced, it would only ever bring pain. What then would that accomplish? But I can't help but fall in love with the most ridiculously stubborn person. It was like a battle field trying to befriend him, and any chances of dating him? It's a negative zero.

But I can't help myself, behind his smug and aloof exterior, he is actually a sweetie. Why else would I have fallen for him? If you asked me on our first day meeting that 'are there any chances you would fall in love with Nikola?' I would have laughed at their face before giving them a 'Hell No!'.

But here I' am, in love with that stuck up jackass. Sure, over the months we've known each other, we became extremely close. He is still a stubborn, stuck up, Jackass though. I fell in love with that geek who would spend his rare time sewing, or gardening. I fell in love with the jackass who gives almost everyone the 'I'm-done-with-your-shit' look. I fell in love with Nikola Balakov. I fell in love with that person who would try to dry my tears in his own awkwardly cute way. I fell in love with the idiot who would listen to my stupid little rants. The idiot who would put up with my randomness.

I fell in love with the only person who ever gave me the attention I needed.

Of course, this love story would end with my heart breaking. It always does. He would find someone better, someone who is best suited for him. I would be left with the shards of my broken heart. I loved him too much to actually tie him down to me. Sometimes though, I'm a selfish bastard, I want him to pay attention to me. And only me.

But I love him too much to monopolize him like that.

Even writing this down is saddening, I feel like crying. He is one of the few people I would ever shed tears for, and I only ever had four. Why must I fall in love with you? Stupid Nikola, always making things painful for me. I wish you'd love me too—-

"What are you moping about?"

As soon as he heard the voice Vladimir raised his head quickly from his journal. Red eyes met with impassive green ones, as his 'best friend' was looking at him with him slight concern. The Romanian quickly hid his journal, earning a raised brow from the Bulgarian in front of him. He couldn't let him read his journal, No. The Romanian will never allow his friend to find out about his true feelings.

"It's nothing Nikola!" the Romanian chirped, making his sadness with a bright smile.

Nikola only stared at Vladimir for a few second before sighing in annoyance. "Fine whatever Vlad." He muttered.

The Romanian couldn't help but frown slightly, noting how stressed Nikola looked. The Bulgarian is often too busy, and it worried the Romanian slightly. Nikola will never admit a weakness, No, he was too proud for that. Today must have been those, 'I-wish-the-world-would-burn' days for the Bulgarian.

"Are you alright?" he asked the other with concern.

"The usual." The Bulgarian mumbled, looking away slightly.

The Romanian kept quiet for a while, before he started talking about things that happened that day. To be honest, they were trivial things. But for Vladimir, as long as it will distract Nikola for a while, then maybe he could try by talking about random silliness. Indeed, some of his stories brought a small smile to the other's face. And Vladimir felt proud for that.

"So, why did you look upset?" the Bulgarian suddenly asked after a while.

The strawberry blonde paused as he stared at his brunette friend, "It's nothing."

"Go on tell me." The other urged looking slightly awkward.

'I love you.' The Romanian thought in his head, "My Brother is just spending too much time with Ivan." He lied instead.

The Bulgarian nodded in understanding, "You know what you need? A drink, I feel like having Rakija myself." He said with a slight grin.

The Romanian smiled slightly, and nodded his head in agreement. There were a few things that needed to be said, but the Romanian opted not to tell his friend; For Nikola's sake, and the sake of their friendship. The Bulgarian offered to buy him a drink, and the Romanian agreed, he could never say no to his love.

'Why did I have to fall in love with you?' he though in his head as they left for a nearby bar. He grabbed Nikola's hand, the Bulgarian only stared at him oddly, but sighed and continued to lead the Romanian to their destination.'But I regret nothing, not even for falling in love with you.'

The Romanian gave the other a loving smile, as long as they are together, it was enough for him.

Author's note: So I hope you guys enjoyed it. It's too cute isn't it!

Please excuse Typographical errors, Grammatical errors and poor plotting

Thank you for reading!