A/N: First of all, thank you for reading! I couldn't get this idea out of my head. It's based on the song Saving Amy by Brantley Gilbert but you don't have to listen to it or anything and it's not a songfic. It might not be that great but I just had to write it. It's only going to be three chapters. Italics are what is happening down with Max and the flock and regular is just Fang's thoughts and what's going on up in heaven. It's not really religious either. But read on!

Max held tightly to the letter he left and stared blankly at the frame of the two of them next to her bed. She couldn't believe it. It's not true. He can't be gone. She loves him too much. Why didn't they take her? There's no point to living without him. She did this. She made him die. She didn't love him enough. She didn't tell him she loved him enough. She did it. Didn't he know how much she loved him? They were going to get married. God, she had never been happier in her entire life. He got down on one knee and poured his heart out to her. Max can't even remember what he said. All she could remember was staring at the ring in his trembling hands and the way his eyes looked. She'd give anything to have that back. Max wants Fang back-no she needs him back. She can't breathe. She can't think. She can't move.

Max hadn't even noticed that she had been screaming. It was the kind of scream that tears you apart from the inside out. The flock noticed though. They all came scrambling into the room ready to fight. They didn't find a fight. They found their leader screaming Fang's name desperately crying hysterically. She had her hands in her hair fisted up and pulling. Max was trying to distract herself from the pain she felt inside. She needed to feel something else.

Iggy was on her in seconds. He grabbed her quickly. Fang told him that if anything ever happened to him it was his job to take care of Max. Iggy had dismissed it at the time. No one liked to think of their friends dying and Iggy was the same way. Max was screaming so loud and painfully that the kids were frightened into tears themselves. Max screamed for Fang over and over. When she started to hit the wall and hurt herself. Iggy grabbed her from behind and restrained her arms. She fought against him with everything she had but Iggy held on. She screamed and cried and threw herself this way and that.

"Her thoughts," Angel said through tears as she grabbed her head. "Make it stop."

Max trashed though. She screamed and fought and lost control. Max needed him more than the air she breathed. Finally she went limp in Iggy's arms and her sobs were so broken that even Iggy felt a tear run down his cheek. Iggy slowly released her restrained arms and Max fell to the ground in a heap.

"Baby, please come save me!" Max cried up to Fang.

Fang watched from above them. He felt his whole being tear apart. What he would give to hold her, feel her heartbeat against his. Kiss her tears off her face and tell her everything would be ok. He couldn't breathe. He cried out feeling worse than he had when he had died.

"You have to save her!" He cried to the man in charge. Fang couldn't do anything. He didn't have that kind of control, even now in heaven. "You can't let her live this way!"

Fang pulled at his hair and scratched at his arms. Everything was too much. Everything was so perfect and then he had to die. She had agreed to marry him. He just was running out to get some ice cream. He didn't even see the car coming. It hit him and that was it, he was dead. He couldn't even fight. Fang had always thought it would be a pack of Erasers or his expiration date. Dying in a car accident was never even a possibility.

Now he left her and there's nothing he can do to go back. He needed her.

A/N: Please review and tell me if it was confusing or if you hated it because I'm not really sure about it and I wrote it in about an hour so sorry for any mistakes or problems. Review!