Months.
Each day passes slow but sure,
Certain to go on, life stops for no one
Time pauses for nothing.
I am no exception.

For a moment I wish it would end,
The pain, the fear, the emptiness.
But it won't.

Frozen.
Always so cold, my soul like ice.
Breathing snowflakes from the grave,
Proof that heaven is a lie.
I'm already dead inside.

Thoughts that poison from the inside out.
Make it stop, make it go away, end it.
But I can't.

Haunting.
Shivers that run through me,
Please rid me of these memories.
I don't want to remember
I don't want to forget.

The only hope which drives me forward
He doesnt care, never did, wont come back.
But he will.

Escape.
This twisted remedy for my regret,
Blood blooms its flowers on flesh.
Cold metal against skin.
Pain i can believe in.

So consuming is the welcomed lonliness.
I'm just numb, hollow, shattered peices.
But I'm okay.

Believe me, I'm okay...