Well i am back with a new story; this will be kind of dramatic; I guess that is because this story is a real part of my self. So enjoy it and hope you like it. It is kind of my first non-fiction.

By: Alejandro Artiles

Chapter 1

Feelings are so different one from another; jealousy, anger, sadness, happiness, and love do not seem to like each other, but they are all found in one small piece of matter called human being.

Nicholas Sanchez was a very handsome boy; he was what people call a complete package. Nick as his friends call him was tall, curly-dark hair, with big dark brown eyes and skinny but still strong and with a good athletic condition.

Nick was not only good looking, as a complete package he also has to have other attributes. He was very, very smart, he wanted to understand everything. He´s passions were math and natural sciences. He said to himself that someday he will make a huge discovery or make a revolutionary idea that will connect everything in the universe. He had many ambitions in life. Still he is now only 14 years-old. Nicholas speaks two languages English and Spanish, when he speaks in any of these two he speaks fluidly and with coherence.

Nick plays many sports, he is in the basketball and volleyball teams of his school. He likes practicing every sport except for soccer, which he plays occasionally, like two times per year.

Nicholas grew up with his mom, grandma, grandpa, and uncle. He didn´t know anything about his father, who left his mom before he was born. Nicholas mother had a beautiful name, vey poetic; Bella. The love between Bella and Nick was immense; it was a love that nothing can break.

Nicholas likes to dance and have fun as any teenager, and has feelings. He attends to a very fancy school of his city. There he learns to do many things, but once he learns something he like he continues to develop it till he reach a very admirable point of the theme. That is how he has learned so many things in math. Nick´s passion for math, the most complex and simple science of all, began in sixth grade. He had always been good at it but it became more interesting in sixth grade.

Mr. Cough introduced to Nick´s class the usage of variables; that was an opening to many things in the mind of Nicholas. Still Nicholas did not know that was going to be his passion for the rest of his life till now, obviously Nicholas did not become an "Einstein" with math at that moment it was a whole process. That was pre-algebra and the pre-algebra class continued till the end of seventh grade. When seventh grade ended Nicholas was beginning to learn trigonometry. So in two years with very few help Nicholas got through algebra and geometry and began to study trigonometry.

Now Nicholas is in eighth grade and is a very intelligent person, considered a genius by his friends but still he is humble and peaceful.

Nicholas had a classmate, or better to say a girl classmate named Rachel; she was beautiful to Nicholas eyes. Rachel had big brown eyes that had a color like the one honey has. Had curly-brown hair that flow with the wind and was soft as cotton; her face was covered with freckles and had a smile that made anyone else smile with her.

Nicholas was a little shy but could say his feelings if the opportunity was given. Rachel had always being in love with Nicholas, but Nicholas got in love with her some weeks ago. Nicholas even like that was too shy to ask her out by himself, he needed some help after all he had never had to ask anybody because he has never had a girlfriend before.

One day he decided he was going to do it and he was prepared, the funny part was that everyone by that time knew Nicholas loved Rachel with all of his soul and brain. The good part was that Nicholas knew Rachel felt the same way back; the bad news were that Rachel's emotions were very complicated, actually all of Rachel was complicated. Rachel could go from sad to happy in the blink of an eye and then became mad in another blink of an eye. But Nicholas likes Rachel that way, because he loves every single piece of her and that is part of her.

So Nicholas planned to ask Rachel at recess time. He had practice how to do it and he had go through it many times. But because of Rachel´s bipolarity that did not came to be the way, in algebra class while Nicholas helped Roger with his homework, something made Nicholas turn his head left and saw Rachel hugging with extreme passion with Austin, Nicholas knew Austin liked Rachel as well, but also knew that Rachel was interest only in him. Even like that Nicholas had a jealous attack, he felt how his blood rose till it reached his faces, which become red, and his mind was very shocked and confused so he tried to hide his real emotions by returning to help Roger with his homework, which was now not important to Nicholas. He felt betrayed by his friend and his future girlfriend, a defect that Nicholas had was that he was very pride in that kind of situation.

He felt like killing Austin but that would be stupid and will show to everyone that he was jealous so he kept hi sorrow with pride deep inside himself. Seconds after, the hug between the traitors continued and ideas came to Nicholas mind; ideas such as the one of losing Rachel forever, but the pride inside him told him that he could easily find someone else, after all he could, he was handsome, smart, strong and had a good personality. But when Nicholas gets in love it is very hard for him to forget. After a while the hug was not over, it was kind of an endless suffering but luckily Stacey appeared and took him to a corner to talk, Stacey was a friend of Rachel. The moment they got to the corner of the class the hugged kept for a few moments more and finally ended. That did not calmed Nicholas feeling he felt as punching something, or even better Austin. Stacey told to Nicholas not to get jealous that that was nothing.

STACEY: Don´t get jealous, Rachel does not like Austin; she only likes you.

That seemed to be true at Nicholas eyes but was not enough for him to calm completely. Seen by anyone that did not know him as well as Stacey in the outside he seemed to be calmed and patient. But inside emotions were burning each other, everything became hot and his blood was moving so he could actually feel it moving though his veins.

NICHOLAS: No, really, I am not jealous at all, I don´t mind seen them hug.

Stacey could feel that was a lie but the dialogue continued and because of his pride Nicholas did not accept the trueness of what was obvious.

Stacey was touching Nick´s legs and was approaching an stimulant area, but because of the mess inside Nicholas brain, he only felt the hand approaching, Stacey did not touch neither his penis nor his testicles, but still got close enough to excite a man, but not Nicholas, who seemed confused.