I hate school. It is torture. Seeing the beautiful Caterina Valentine everyday and knowing that she isn't mine, kills me. All I have to do is tell her that I like her! Simple right? NO! Not in my world. All I can think about is how things could be great, but if she doesn't like me back, they could be horrible. It would ruin our friendship! God, why is my life so complicated?
I will just live with the aching pain in my heart for the rest of my life. I find that my torture will begin sooner though because I see Cat standing with Tori, Andre, Beck, and Jade. They are looking at Cat's pearpad. Probably watching the wacky donkey video again. It is funny, but I would really rather talk to Cat about how I feel. I just have to calm down so I wont make a fool of myself in front of her. Yeah, that will be real easy. I finally get the guts to go over there and say hi to everyone. They all say hi back, but go right back to watching the wacky donkey video. I decide to go ahead and tell her. "Hey Cat, can I talk to you?" I ask. "Sure." Cat says as she looks up from the pearpad, but not walking away from the group.
"I mean. Can I talk to you alone." I say. "Um... sure." Cat says. "I'll be right back." Cat says to the group as she hands Tori her pearpad to hold and walks ver by my locker where I am waiting for her. "OK. So what did you want to talk about?" Cat asks me, very curious. "Well, I, you see, Cat, I really, really, like you, and..." I'm cut off by Cat gasping loudly and running away. "Cat!" I yell after her. But she just keeps running.I just sigh and slump my shoulders. "What did you do this time?" Jade asks me. "I don't know. I asked Cat if I could talk to her and she did't let me finish before she ran off." I say. "You don't just ask a girl if you can talk to them." Jade says. "well now I feel bad." I say. "well you should." Jade says as she grabs Beck's hand and pulls him away with her to go to class.
"I need to go find Cat." I say to Tori and Andre, walking away. I look all over school, but I don't see her anywhere. I still have to go to all of my classes for the rest of the day, though. But I can't just stop looking fo Cat. Then again, I looked all over school and I can't find her anywhere. Maybe she isn't at school. She could be at her house.I'll just call her, I decide. The phone straigh to voicemail.I leave a message asking for her to call me and I hurry off to my next class. I walk into biology just in time.I don't even bother to try and listen to what the teacher is saying because I know that I won't be able to focus. Why did Cat run off when I tried to talk to her? That's all I can think about for the rest of the day. Finally, when school is over, I've decided to go over to Cat's ouse to see if she is there. But as I am walking down the hallway to go to Cat's house, someone pulls me into the janitors closet. I see that it is Cat. I imeadietly give her a big hu, but then realize that I probably shouldn't seem to care this much because I'm not her boyfriend. Even though I wish that I was. I let go of her and say, "Sorry." "It's ok." Cat says. I just slightly smile in response."Look Robbie, I'm sorry I ran away from you earlier." "Don't be." I say in an attempt to make her feel better.
"I just wanted to give you a gift to show you how sorry I am." Cat says. "You don't have to." I say.
"No, I want to. Now close your'e eyes." She says. I close my eyes and she gives me...
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