Hello readers! I just want to say that this is my first story EVER and I'm so excited to know your opinions. English is not my first languge so please forgive any mistakes. I have a plan for this story only if you decide it should continue. Please review, Thank you!
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The World Through Your Eyes
Arizona's POV
Drained. That's how I feel today. Scratch that. That's how I've been feeling for the past three months. Since the day she left me. Since the day I went to her apartment to be with her and support her and tell her that I want a relationship with her regardless of her job status. I went there…but she was already gone. No message, no call, not even a quick goodbye. Eliza left me and took any hope I had in me with her. Sure, Carina was fun, but that was it. Fun. No feelings, no strings attached. And now she went back to Italy after we said our goodbyes and good luck wishes, and honestly, I have no feelings for her. Thank God.
My daughter is at school and her presence is perhaps the only thing keeping me sane. I never stopped thinking about Eliza and I never stopped wondering why she left like that. I mean, she could have at least broken up with me, given me a closure.
I straighten my shoulders and try to divert my mind from the constant thoughts I'm having just when the sound of my pager blares around. This can be a good distraction. Running to the pit to check the emergency case that just arrived, I pass outside the window where I first looked into her eyes and I can't help but think of her. Her green orbs that could drown anyone. God, why did she do that to me? I hate myself for even thinking about her while she did not bother to even call.
Taking a deep breath, I flick my hair and ground myself to face my next case. As I get to the pit, I go inside the ER preparing my tablet for the next patient when a voice suddenly makes my heart beat out of my chest. Could it be? No. No way, I think I'm starting to hallucinate.
"Jake I need you to stop moving, you're going to hurt yourself!"
I lift my eyes with a hundred feelings running through me. Hope, shock, anger, happiness…
My worst fear, and my greatest hope are right there, standing in front me. It's her. She's here.
My mouth runs dry and I feel I need something to hold on to before I collapse to the ground.
"E-Eliza?" my voice betraying me.
"Arizona…" and that word alone coming out from her mouth can kill me and bring me back to life a thousand times. She clears her throat, her eyes boring through my soul, and continues in a more professional tone: "Dr. Robbins, I need your help….".
So...shall we continue?!