This is my first fanfic so don't hate! If you don't like OOC-ness then get the HELL over it! I think I did, in the words of Iggy, Bloody good for an American! :-} I am gonna get help though for upcoming chapters, cause, like I said, this is my first story. Check out my friend Sy-Fy Chick. She is gonna update Down South soon, but let's get to THIS story.

Disclaimer: I Don't Own Hetalia! (God Damn It!)

"No! This isn't possible!" I threw the test across the room at the mirror, 'I can't believe it! We only did it once.'

~~One Month Ago~~

'What the HELL am I doing in Spain's room?' I didn't realize how much my head hurt until now, but I forget my throbbing head when I notice I'm curled up against someone's chest and I only have boxers on. "Spain! Why the hell are we in bed together? What happened last night?"

"Ja, ja,ja,ja,ja,ja,ja! Lovi, you look like a tomato! So cute~" When he said that I punched him in the chest, hard.

"Answer me, DAMNIT!" Why was I still sitting with this asshole? I jumped up and totally am not blush like a school girl cause I realized I am only wearing boxers in front of Spain. Bastards!

"Lovi, don't you remember?" What the hell? Was he smiling! I answer with a glare. "Well we out to eat and…you got a little drunk…and we made love!"

I look at his face for any indication that he was lying, anything. But I already know he isn't. That was that, I had sex with Spain.

"Lovi? Are you okay?" No! I wasn't gonna cry in front of him!

I jump up and run to my room down the hall. I knew I couldn't hold the tears back any longer, so I locked my door and let them flow. Spain knocked but I refused to let him in, to see me like… this! He apparently has the master key though.

"Oh! What's wrong?" I could hear the worry in his voice. God Damn-it! He was watching with wide, green eyes cry into the tomato pillow he got for me when I was young.

"Get the hell out, Bastardo!" I couldn't let him find out why I was crying.

"Lovi, I… Oh my gosh… Lovi… Were you a virgin?" I feel him sit down on my bed. Why can't he go away? Can't he see I don't want to see him? I wanted to yell and curse at him to leave but my voice is to raw from crying it only comes out a pathetic squeak, so I try kicking him in the head instead. He catches my kick and places my foot back on the bed.

I sit up revealing my very red, puffy eyes and manage to get out, "Leave! Please!"

Looking very shocked that I actually said please he responded, "If that is what you want, then I will go make some lunch. Spaghetti perhaps?" Then he leaves me there, all alone, with no one. So I sit there and cry myself to sleep.

I finally wake up, having been asleep for awhile. I get up, get dressed, and walk down stairs. I had already decided that I wouldn't cry anymore. I reach the kitchen and am hugged (more like ambushed) by Spain.

"Lovi, are you alright? I was worried!" I pulled away and grumbled a 'yeah'. "Are you hungry?" I have to admit, I'm starving! I sit down and hope Spain didn't notice me flinch. I hadn't realized how sore I really was.

He gives me a knowing smile. "Lovi, I think we should talk."

"About what?" I know exactly what but honestly I don't want to talk about that, I want to forget about it. But he wouldn't let me.

"About us!" God Damn-it!

"There is nothing to talk about! We… did it, now let's forget about it!" Oh no. I looked up and saw the hurt in his big, green eyes.

"Do you really mean that?"

Oh god. Why can't I answer him? I already know why. The reason I was so upset earlier wasn't just because we had sex, it was because although I would never admit it, I always have had a crush on Spain. And then we had sex and I can't even remember it! So I just looked away until he grabbed my chin.

"Spain! What the hell, tomato bast-nghnmm!" Me and Spain were kissing and, god, it felt good! I leaned in a little deepening the kiss and allowing his tongue entrance into my mouth. Suddenly he pulled away and smiled.

"Aw, Lovi! I knew you liked me~"

"Tomato Bastard." I say quietly and dig into my spaghetti.

Sorry, it wasn't as long as I thought it would be! Please review honestly, but do remember it is my first fan-fiction so suggestions are a good idea. The next chapter will be WAY better! Oh and I hope to post the next chapter within the next week and 3 days! :-]