A/N: Sorry for the bad summery, I just really don't want to give anything away.
Thanks to Linnea for being an awesome beta
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Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.
Blaine's POV
Blaine comes awake as Kurt hits him the face. Blaine sighs as he hears Kurt whimper.
"No please," he cries, "don't."
"Kurt," Blaine whispers, "it's okay. It's only a nightmare, I'm here." Blaine watches as Kurt slowly comes awake, tears already forming in the younger boys eyes. "Can I...can I touch you?" Blaine asks softly an arm reaching out for his boyfriends. Kurt nods tensely, sighing in relief as Blaine's arms wrap around him. "Was it the same nightmare?" he asks, holding Kurt close.
"Yes," Kurt whispers, reaching up to wipe away his tears.
"Kurt…" Blaine says, looking nervous. "I think that maybe you should get some help." Blaine sighs as he feels Kurt tense up and begins to pull away.
"I've told you to stop bringing that up," he snaps.
"I just don't like seeing my boyfriend in pain, okay? Forgive me for trying to help you," Blaine says, glaring at the back of Kurt's head.
"I've asked you several times to stop bringing it up. I'm fine. These nightmares are nothing."
"It's not nothing. Every single night I get woken up by either you screaming or hitting me in the face. You need to get help." Obviously Blaine's presence was not doing anything to keep the nightmares away and Blaine was at a loss of what to do. He wanted Kurt to get better, to heal, but he was only one person. And while he did get beat up at his old school, this was another thing entirely, and professional help was beginning to look very necessary.
"What good will talking about this do, Blaine?" Kurt says, turning away from Blaine. "It will do nothing but bring up everything I do not want to talk about."
"Kurt, please," Blaine pleads. Kurt could be so damn stubborn and independent to a fault. Usually Blaine thought that it was endearing, but not this time. Denying help when one needed it so desperately was beyond anything. It was insanity.
"Blaine, please just stop it. I thought that telling you would be a good thing, that maybe you would understand why I have these nightmares."
"I do understand. I just don't like seeing you in this much pain every single night."
"Then why can't you understand that I don't want to talk about it? Ever since I've told you all you've done is tried to get me to talk about it. And I'm so tired of it!"
"Fine," Blaine says, sitting up. "I'll go sleep in…" he sighs realizing that this was now officially his room.
"I'm not asking you to sleep somewhere else. I'm just tired of you asking me to talk about this. I don't want to talk about it. How many times do I need to repeat it before you get that message? What part of that do you not understand?"
"The part that is causing you to have nightmares every single night! I hate seeing you in pain."
"Can we please just drop this and go to bed?"
"Sure, fine, whatever," Blaine says, lying back down. They lay there in silence before Kurt sighs. But Blaine had already resolved that this issue wasn't over.
"I'm sorry," he mutters. "I know you're just trying to help, but I don't want it, and I don't need it. Okay?"
"Okay," Blaine says softly shaking his head slightly at his very stubborn boyfriend and rolling over to look at Kurt.
"I don't want to fight about this anymore," Kurt says, scooting closer to Blaine. "Can we just…pretend this never happened? Can you just be holding me again?" he whispers, smiling a bit when Blaine quickly pulls him to him, wrapping his arms around him.
"I'm sorry," Blaine says, dropping a kiss on Kurt's hair. "I really don't mean to push about it. I just love you so much, Kurt."
"I know. I love you too. Can we just sleep now? Please?"
"Yeah," Blaine says, cuddling close to Kurt.
Kurt's POV
As Kurt comes awake for the second time, he barely manages to stop himself from hitting Blaine in the face again. Every night was the same. Kurt and Blaine would fall asleep around eleven and then around two or three, Blaine would wake up to Kurt in the middle of a nightmare. After things calmed down again, they would fall back asleep and Kurt would wake up at six, barely managing to stop himself from screaming or hitting Blaine due to the nightmare. So far it had worked every night, which Kurt was thankful for since he didn't want Blaine to realize he was having two nightmares every night. Kurt sighs, laying there for a second before untangling himself from Blaine, and getting up heading into the shower. After his shower Kurt stares at his reflection in the mirror. He sighs again as he notices he's getting dark circles under his eyes from the lack of sleep. He begins his moisturizing routine, glad that he had bought a crème last week to get rid of his dark circles. He hears the door open, and watches in the mirror as Blaine comes into the bathroom, smiling at him.
"Hey," he says, leaning over to kiss Kurt's cheek. "Are you nearly done?" Kurt just nods, putting away the rest of his stuff.
"All finished," he says, kissing Blaine gently. Kurt gets dressed quickly before going to work on perfecting his hair. He's halfway done when Blaine reenters the room in nothing but a towel. Kurt pauses, his hand frozen in the air as he stares at his boyfriend.
"Uh…Kurt?" Blaine asks, waving a hand in front of Kurt's face.
"Sorry," Kurt says, blushing. Blaine just smiles, and heads over to his closet to get ready. Still blushing Kurt returns to fixing his hair. "Blaine?"
"Hmm?"
"Why don't you ever leave your hair natural?"
"Do you see this right now?" He asks, pointing to the curly mess on his head.
Kurt nods. "I like it. Please wear it this way? Just for today?" he asks, getting up and walking over to Blaine. "Please?" he pouts, reaching up to run his fingers through Blaine's hair. Blaine's eyes fall close and he lets out a tiny moan. Blaine's eyes fly open as he realizes what he had done.
"Shit. I'm sorry, Babe, it's just…it felt so good and…" but he's cut off as Kurt comes forward and kisses him hard, tangling his hands up in Blaine's curly hair. After a while Blaine pulls away, resting his forehead against Kurt's. "As much as I'm enjoying this, love, if we don't stop now I'll do something you're not ready for." Kurt nods, pulling away from Blaine to continue getting his hair perfect.
"I love you," Kurt says softly from his side of the room.
"I love you too," Blaine says, smiling at his boyfriend. He walks over to him, grabbing his hand. Together they walk out of their room beginning their day.
