Love.
The one word that I have never been able to understand.The one word that silently teases me simply because I am me.The one word that can cause you so much happiness.The one word that can can cause you so much pain.
From the second I was born love has eluded me as if I am a poison that would kill should anything get close to me.I remember crying as a child because nobody would ever give me the only thing that i have ever realy desired,love.
I suppose I will never experience this emotion.'Love' does not want me.
But 'love' does want others.People who will get to understand and enjoy this feeling.
But not me,no.All that will ever want me is 'loneliness'.
This is all I have ever known.
This is all i will ever know.