An: song '#1 Crush' is from Garbage The story starts with Bellatrix reflecting on her dark lord when she is arrested and sent to jail.
It began when Rodolphus wanted me to go to a meeting with him. I had no interest in going; I wanted to focus on studying for my NEWTS. He insisted and even used our marriage contract against me. My family was counting on this marriage so out of family honor I went.
I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine
I will always be thankful that he did make me go with him for I found my life's purpose that night; to be the right hand of the most powerful wizard of all time. I fell for him right then and there. Not the physical, but his aura of power and his lust for domination made me weak in the knees.
I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain
with all my tears
And drown your fear
I still married Rodolphus because of both the agreement and out of gratitude, but my undying love and devotion was always meant for my lord. The day I took the mark was the proudest day of my life. I was reborn in my purpose to make the world pure.
I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you
My beloved sister Cissy followed me in the way of the mark, but only by marriage to Lucius Malfoy. It mattered not if she did not take the mark; we were together in a common purpose as every family should be.
See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored
Andromada fell out of the family tree and good riddance. She would not join my lord in our purpose. She even married an impure wizard to boot. I will rectify the situation one day and the family will be one in glory with my dark lord.
I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart
My lord is growing in power and strength by making alliances with Giants, Dementors, Werewolves and other such creatures. I do not know why he would align himself with impure beings, but it is his choice. He is the lord and commander and he has his reasons.
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me
My lord is very disturbed about a prophecy over a child. A child! Someone meant to defeat him and strip him of his powers. How can a child that has yet to be born compare to the Dark Lord?
Violate all the love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored
My lord determines that the child belongs to the Potters. He demands that his servant Wormtail tell him where they are. Miserable creature, he has no honor. My lord goes to destroy the child before he can grow up and defeat him.
I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
The bottom of my world has fallen out. They say my lord is dead. I know he is not for he is too powerful to succumb to death. I convince my husband, his brother and another Death Eater named Barty Crouch Jr. to accompany me. We will find out where he is. The Longbottoms must know.
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sink ships for you
The Longbottoms are strong and they reveal nothing. We Crucio them for information yet they choose madness rather than giving us the information we need. You have to respect that type of strength.
To be close to you
To be part of you
because I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you
We are caught and tried for the "crimes" that we committed and are sentenced to life in to Azkaban. No matter, the Dark Lord will rise again. He will free us and we will be rewarded for our loyalty.
My love and I will be together again.