(A/N)- this is a song fic and it is going to have three parts to it. And please be nice, people said they liked my first song fic and also this is sad so don't read if you except fluff.
Forgive me.
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
" IT DOESN'T MATTER I NEVER LOVED YOU! YOU WERE JUST A GOOD FUCK! YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME!" Joe screamed at his boyfriend who was standing a few feet in front of him.
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
" Oh, god, nick. I'm sorry I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry." Joe pleads as he realizes what he had just screamed to his boyfriend.
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
He felt his heart ache at the look of hurt on his lovers face.
"Nick, please say something. Please, anything. I'm so, so sorry"
Joe feels his heart shatter at the broken look on Nicks face.
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
" Nick, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it and I would take it back, I swear I don't mean it I love you" Joe says still trying to get a reaction out of nick.
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
" Nick, please I don't want to lose you" Joe cry's out with silent tears in his eyes.
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
Nick finally shows some sort of reaction and takes a slight step towards Joe. Joe taking this as a sign envelopes Nick in a big hug whispering sweet nothings into his ear.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
" Nick, I love you so much. You make me so happy, and I just know somehow that we were made for each other. I just know it." Joe says while nuzzling Nicks neck.
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
" Nick, you'll never know how much I need you. Without you by my side I feel as if I'm not whole. You mean everything to me, I feel as if I need you to survive." Joe says, his voice cracking as he speaks with the pent up sobs that threaten to spill.
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
" So, Nick will you stay with me? Please don't leave me, I'm sorry. Do you forgive me? " Joe pleads looking into Nicks eyes hoping Nicks sees how sorry he is in his own eyes.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true love
And I never meant to hurt you
" I forgive you, Joe…" Nick says so softly it's nearly a whisper.
" I love you Nick you're the love of my life, my one true love and I never meant to hurt you." Joe says softly kissing Nick.
" I love you, too Joe"
(A/N)- okay so this is a one-shot but I have like three other parts to it but they will be one-shots too and posted as new story's so keep a look out for new stories.
P.S- I don't know who this song is by it's just not of original creation so I don't own it.