Hey everyone, so this sequel is beginning roughly 4 years after Is there still hope? and Kensi is still missing. Sophia is 7 by now as it is October 2017.
Hope you like it and a big thank you for all the reviews and allerts :)

"Kensi bring me some water!"

As she heard this, Kensi stood up from the couch and went into the kitchen to get Mark a glass of water. Since they moved to this place he would let her walk around in the house and in the garden, but she had to wear some kind of bracelet that gave her electric shocks if she went to far away. So she couldn't escape. Not that she had tried, but every time that damn bracelet knocked her out. She went from the kitchen out on the porch where Mark sat.

"Here, your water."

She wanted to turn around and go inside again but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her down beside him. It was a chilly evening and the sun began to settle down.

"I think the time has come that I should tell you why I kidnapped you and did all the things that I did." He didn't look at her just continued to stare straight ahead. Kensi wondered if she had heard him right. All these years that she was his prisoner did she want to know exactly that. Why her? Why Leanne?

"That Detective of yours...He took someone away from me, someone that I loved. So I had to do the same to him. Take someone away he loves. You! I wanted to see him suffer, just like I did all those years ago. "

He became silent. She just sat there, dumbfounded. That was something she would have never guessed. She always thought this was because of her, that she made this guy angry by having brought someone behind bars that was important to him. Or that he took her because he wanted information or something like that. But because of Deeks.

"What about Leanne?"

He didn't answer. And she didn't dare to ask. Her wounds were just healed from her last punishment and she didn't want to risk getting new ones by making him angry.

That night she would lay awake thinking about Deeks and Sophia like she did almost every night. Sophia must be around 6 now. Kensi wondered what Sophia looks like now. And Deeks. She doubted that Deeks would get over her death.

"Daddy! Come on wake up. You overslept and now I'm late for school."

Sophia continued to shake Deeks out of his sleep.

"I'm coming pumpkin." His reply was muffled by his pillow. "You go and get dressed while I'll take a quick shower."

After that he started to make a quick breakfast for the two of them. They ate in silence, the only sound came from the radio.

"Daddy, I had a dream about Mommy last night. We were in Ops when she came in, but she didn't look like in the photos that we have in our living room. She was thinner and her hair was longer and she was bloddy... but she was with us. Kept saying that she escaped. But that was only a dream. She can't escape heaven right?"

"No honey, she can't. It was only a dream. Heaven is a nice place, she can't be bloody if she there. She's wearing a light summer dress honey, dancing over the clouds. It was a bad dream."

Deeks smiled at his daughter even though all he wanted to do was cry. He still wasn't over Kensi's death and he probably would never be. Sophia asked a lot about her Mommy. But they had happy times. And the team really was a great help.

There was a knock on the door.

"That's Jasmin. Go and get your school bag. "

Deeks opened the door.

"Hey Jas. How are you?"

"Hey Marty. I'm fine, we had a rough morning. But you seem to have one too."

"Yeah we overslept a bit and Sophia obviously had a bad dream about Kensi. Maybe moving to a new house would help her getting over those nightmares..."

Jasmin patted him on the shoulder.

"Let me know what I can do to help her."

"I'm ready! Good bye Daddy." Sophia came running, hugged him and then went after Jasmin who would bring her and Chris to school. Deeks looked after her. She still looked a lot like Kensi, even from behind.

"Oh Kensi, please look after her from above."

I know this was really short but I'm in the middle of my exams and then there will be the final exams in a month. So I probably won't have time to write another chapter before April or May. But I try.
Hope you liked it.