No one knows what it's like behind blue eyes..

If you wish to know what I am doing with this bottle in my hand, it's because I am giving up. My mom's dead, my best friend left me for a guy, and everything's fucking up. And my only wish was that someone would have just helped...

Hello. I'm Vriska Serket. I've lost my best friend, Terezi, My mother...and now I am trying to 'lose' my life.

I open the bottle of sleeping pills I stole from my medication cabinet. I release a breath that I seemed to have been holding. I have already sent my 'friends' my goodbyes. I take the pills before I can change my mind. After the container is empty, I stumble back to my bed knocking over the vodka bottle that I have been drinking. I hear it shatter as it hits the ground. "Shit," echoes through the room as you accidentally step in the glass. I trip and fall onto my bed as everything starts to fade and swirl around me. I hear a knock on my door, which is locked, and I ignore it. They knock, again, louder this time and I still ignore it as I close my eyes one last time. Then as I feel the life leaving me, they bust the door down and I hear their footsteps running towards me. I hear the person yelling at me to stay awake, to hold on, that the ambulance will be here soon. I open my eyes just to see who it is above me. It's Terezi, and she's...crying. I try to speak to her but all that comes out is, "Terezi...," before the darkness engulfs me and I close my eyes.