You see me, but why don't you notice me?

I dress up for you. I do what you say.

I give you advice, but what nothing.

You don't realize how much I want you .

I waited until you were ready until you didn't have a girl.

You still didn't notice me.

I want to know if you want me too.

if you noticed me but I just didn't notice.

I want to know.

Do you just want to be friends is that why you always protect me.

Or when you want help with homework?

Then why did you come sit behind me in science when your best friend had a open seat next to him

or why didn't you sit by the prettier girls.

I still want you to be mine.

more than a friend

better than a best friend

not just a tutor


You ask me strange questions I don't how to answer

You carry me down the hallways in speech when my feet hurt from my heels.

When girls would ask me if you were dating anybody I would say I was your girlfriend

when you weren't with her anymore.

I felt at those moments that I really was.

I just want those feeling to be real. Truly real.


When you said you might do a duo with someone else.

I was devastated.

When you would cuddle with a different girl on the track bus.

I was heart broken.

When It was just us and someone else on the bus.

and the other person left. it was great.


I want us to be like the Romeo and Juliet code. running around trying to figure out the code.

I want us to be like Great Gatzby and Daisy.

I want us to be us.

Not You... and Me.

not so far apart.


I don't want to be like the prepositional phrase and you the verb.

I want to be the verb and you be my subject.

When you moved to your aunts I was sad we had plans.

You opened up to me about your life, with everything.

I miss that like crazy.


I hate that were in different classes.

But I love that were in the classes that have us work together.

I want to tell you how I feel.

But I'm afraid that it might mess up our friendship.

I know its cliché but its true.

I may tell you this on your senior year. but I'm not sure.

Maybe you will end up to be mine I hope so.

I wish your last name was closer to mine so we were locker buddies.

other girls wouldn't do this except for maybe one.

the girls at bold want you for your looks

I want you for you.