JJ was painting in her office room of the office was a mess in ways,papers all over her desk,pens and pencils in different places other than her desk,the only clean area was where she was paints were set up and everything was pretty much fair one side was done,it was full of dark color,different sades of brown and red.

Spencer was standing by the door and watches as JJ dips her brush into the light blue and starts painting on the other side that had yet to be watched JJ paint until she was done walks over to her and kisses her head,"Care to explain your painting love?"he asks his voice soft.

JJ smiles some, "Well,the pink,lavender,and light blue is my life now,which is full of happiness and light,the dark side which is the browns and red was my life as a child,I painted that side as a child and kept it for when I had a reason to add the other side,"she starts to explain as she turns to face him,her eyes now showing pain and the smile was stood up and looks out her home office window, "As a child my mother was married to my father but soon my father left and my mother remarried a monster of a man,"

"What do you mean Jen?"Spencer asks concerned for his never did push her to talk about her past so he did not know her past at all really.

"He was a rapist,"JJ whispers, "He would come into my bedroom at night...tell me not to make a sound...he would rape me,"her voice broke two times as she spoke those words that she hated to admit to anyone, "He...he..raped me several times as a child,I became pregnant with twins,"she felt tears start to build up,ready to be shed but she held them back for the moment, "I had the twins,they live with my Aunt Leah in Texas and I see them when I go down there or web chat them,they know that I am their mother,"

"What are their names?"Spencer asks as he walks up behind her and hugs her gently

"Caitlin Avaline Jareau and Angel Jane Jareau,"JJ said with now a slight smile thinking of her daughters, "Caitlin was born first weighing about 5 pounds and Angel was born second weighing about 3 pounds,no one thought they would live long but they did,now they are 15 years old in high school,"

Spencer kisses her head again, "Tell me about them...please,"he said his voice full of love.

"Angel is a soccer player while Caitlin is the dancer,"JJ starts, "They both get straight A's in school and have been straight A students since they started giving grades tends to be the quite one,only speaking when spoken directly to while Caitlin will talk even when not spoken directly are best friends which is a good thing in ways,I mean instead of them trying to get one another into trouble that is the good part but they share friends."

"When are you going to be seeing them again?"Spencer asks

JJ turns to face him,her blonde hair in a pony tail,"tomorrow,"

This story I really like the idea,so I will try to be updating this a to see what happens when Spencer meets JJ's daughter?What about when the team meet JJ's daughters?Want to know more about JJ's past?What about knowing more about the twins?Well,let me know what you think of this first chapter and I will make more for this story came to me after thinking of one of my role plays on Fan fiction.A big thanks to Maeve Donovan and BlackKnight0127 for they are the ones that told me to keep writing thanks guys,and of course a big thanks to the people that favorite,review,and read my stories or even just this story!So thank you to in latter chapters there will be NCIS to this story so don't worry NCIS will be in this story as well.

Jennifer