It's like those times in movie where the character is dying and everything they love is flashing before their eyes. When I woke up that day I never thought I would end up like this…but it's happening. It's really happening.
As my death approached me I thought about everyone I'd be leaving behind. Billy and the generosity he showed in helping me with my homework; Trini and the way she would teach me ways to be at peace with myself and how to deal with my brother; the way Zach helped me win the talent show at school by dancing with me; the times when Kim would take me shopping and help me pick out cute outfits for dates; the way Tommy acted like I was his sister; and Jason. I knew that by now he knew my tragic last moments were surrounding me and the thought of his broken heart killed me. But I knew this was the right decision. It had to be done. As the darkness descended upon me, the last person I thought of was my big brother and then…nothing.