Title: You knew
Summary: You knew that you could never go back to what you had because you could never accept that you lost it in the first place.. Sasukecentric
Rating: K
A/N: Hey all! I got the insperation to write this fic from to the totally IC fic: Simple Things by mylilchickadee...and too many Fall Out Boy songs...Oh and just for the people getting confused and checking the A/N: This is written in SECOND PERSON...This is my first attempt at a character centric, and second person...and it's non-beta-ed so no flaming, kay?..Critisizm is welcome though. Anyway R&R
Disclaimer: ..NOOOOOOOOO! I still don't own Naruto! (Although I'm, now, trying to make a bargain to get Shika-kun...not very successful.)
You knew-oh so painfully knew- that from the moment you made up your mind and stepped beyond the gates of Kohanagakure, that you could never go back. Sure, you could still step into the old village and try to find what you once had, but you know that deep down...
This wasn't right.
It isn't your home. It isn't what you had so long ago. It wasn't anything like you ever experinced.
So you went to the people you knew-so knowingly thinking you knew- to explain what you felt, and they would look at you with a spark in their eyes. As if they something.
Something that you didn't know.
That's when you feel as if you're missing something. As if the time you were away, an entire lifetime had passed without you. Ahead of you. Further from you.
But you're so stubborn aren't you? You believe-try so very hard to believe- that you had been there all along. That you know what's going on. That you know that secret that everyone everyone seems to know but you.
But you don't.
You were gone too long and went too far. You crossed the old line that was set for you so long ago, and now you cant go back. You try so hard to regain everything- your glory, pride, and memories- and revert back to the past, but you know you can't. You're living in a present-future?- that you have no clue about and have no part of. Face it.
Your chance has faded.
So you go to your friends-, teammates, rivals, aquantinces, enemies- to ask what they're doing. What's going on. What did you miss. But alas they smile-in that mocking cruel way- that says it all. This is something that you can't continue in. Something that you can't get ahold of anymore. Something that you once had, but lost...And you know the one thing that could get it back...
So what do you do?
You refuse to listen. You refuse to give into their whims. Into their plan...Into their arms...Because you know-you know so very well don't you?- what that will mean.
It will mean you'd have to admit that you need to apologize. That you were wrong. That you lost it all.
And that's just something you know you can't accept again.
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