This is actually the first story I ever wrote, but I'll be slowly fixing it up again! I had it posted on my other account, but I've got no way back into it and I really want to continue this story where I left it off. Expect more chapters in the near future!

Sephiroth never saw such a beautiful boy before in his entire life.

That's what led them to this, to this pinnacle of despair and loneliness, to the place where no other could ever reach. This was his sin, this was his destiny to become a murderer. He wouldn't even care now if Zack killed him, for all that he did to Cloud... to Nibelheim. What he had done to his angel's home... what he had done to his little Cloud, his soft-spoken Cloud.

Cloud. Sweet, innocent, beautiful Cloud. His eyes sparkled like the sun, but his pain. Oh, his pain. That sweet virgin boy screaming and writhing underneath him. There had never been more enticing sight. That smell, the smell of come and blood and Sephiroth's lust didn't taint that boy. Cloud's soul was so pure, so bright and shining that he didn't even question his body as it went into action, grabbing Cloud and pinning him to the wall.

He had looked so scared, so nervous as Sephiroth licked and sucked at his perk nipples, shining with Sephiroth's saliva. he moaned and cried, he asked for his mother once, but Sephiroth only stroked his hardness, telling him to be quiet. Cloud's mother couldn't do anything, not right now. Right now, Sephiroth was in control, and wanted to make Cloud feel everything that had built up inside of him for the past few weeks, watching the blonde boy swish by his office every morning, walking by with his hips swinging so enticingly.

"Don't be nervous, my little angel," Sephiroth said as he pulled down his pants, letting his monstrous cock jut out, touching the boy's bare bottom. He let out a groan and looked down at Cloud with his mysterious green orbs. "Please, Cloud. Touch it. I want you to put it in your mouth and suck it."

Cloud's lips trembled, and there were tears in his baby blue eyes. his face was soft and slick with tears, but Sephiroth had never seen something so erotic before. He cried when Sephiroth pulled his mouth open and when those warm lips surrounded his penis, Sephiroth moaned and Cloud seemed to gag for a minute.

"Are you okay?" Sephiroth asked, and Cloud tried to shake his head, but the member inside of his mouth was preventing words. It was hard and Sephiroth felt like Cloud's very breath would make him cum.

He removed his penis from Cloud's mouth after a moment, only to hear Cloud cough and sputter. He grabbed the bedsheets, and Sephiroth saw him squirm.

"Stay still," Sephiroth cooed as he took hold of himself and placing it to Cloud's entrance. It was constricted, probably because the poor boy was nervous, but Sephiroth quickly pushed himself in, listening to Cloud cry. "It'll feel good in a minute, I promise," he said through pants, and he was sure that in a few minutes Cloud would be exploring the deepest paths to heaven that any person could ever tread.

Sephiroth remembered that this was the first time the boy had ever done anything like this, and it was a remarkable feeling to know that he was the first, and would be the only, person to ever touch the trooper's warm skin, to suck at Cloud's still-growing erection, to taste Cloud's essence when they kissed.

Or so, that's what Sephiroth believed.

He was sure that Cloud loved him, would always love him, and that his impromptu love-making to the boy, who he had spoken very little with but his heart had spoken the rest, would be with him forever. There was nothing else that Sephiroth would have accepted, he concluded when he came inside of Cloud's tight hole, pulling out and seeing that there was blood speckling the ivory bedsheets, a symbol of their passion in a world where it was probably unacceptable.

Cloud had cum, as well. It was smeared across his chest, and it had splattered his sweaty cheek, a memento of their moments together, on the bed, in each other's arms.

Cloud hadn't known what was going on. He was walking down the hallway when his hero, the god himself, Sephiroth, stopped and grabbed his hand, pulling him into his office. The office was connected to the man's lavish bedroom, white like the snow. He was a little sweaty from his daily workout, trying to get stronger because the other cadets kept picking on him for being a little too small, a little too weak. It wasn't like he wasn't trying!

He just wasn't good enough to be a SOLDIER, and he wondered if he should just give up, go home and marry that ugly girl that his mother had picked out for him. How awful a life he would lead-living in a town where everyone hating him, pretending that he was straight simply to be accepted by society. It wasn't fair, damn it! Why couldn't he be a SOLDIER, where he could happily be gay? The SOLDIERs didn't care; their entire operation was based on the men being close. He had seen the warm, loving looks the SOLDIERs gave one another, and he wanted that, too. To be accepted by someone, to be taken care of. He wanted to show everyone that ever doubted him that he was good enough, strong enough, to be able to make it to SOLDIER, and then find a nice lover to hold his hand as they lived out life together.

But this wasn't right.

Why was Sephiroth acting like this? Sure, Cloud couldn't ever think of a time where he hadn't wanted Sephiroth as a lover, but why so fast? Why did he pull him out without saying a word.

"Sephiroth, why did you pick me?" Cloud asked as he pulled himself away from Sephiroth, after the man was done.

"Because I've been looking at you for a very long time, Cloud. I wanted you for so very long, and I want to make you mine forever. Can that be, Cloud? My little angel, I want to have you forever. Will you kill me, tear off my wings and cast me to the side, never to allow me to touch you again?"

Cloud pondered this. When it began, it was so terrifying. He was so scared, shaking with fear and anxiety. Why him, why him, he questioned, but now... that was okay. Sephiroth was saying he loved him. Why care about the why, and not on the now?

"I..."

"I didn't hurt you, did I?"

Cloud looked down at himself, feeling his insides warm and tingly. "I don't think so," he answered. But, he tried to move and his body was wracked with a sudden sharp pain in his body. "Ooooow."

"It seems I have hurt you, my little angel," Sephiroth said as he leaned over, staring at Cloud with his deep, impenetrable orbs. "Let me find some materia to sooth you."

"No..." Cloud said, grabbing Sephiroth's bicep. "Don't leave, please. I don't want to be alone again. If you leave, that'd leave me alone, and what if I fall asleep? What if this was just a dream?"

Cloud looked up to Sephiorth,gazing deeply into the silver-haired man's eyes. "I don't want to fall asleep... keep me up?"

Sephiroth laid himself back down.

"You won't be able to go to training tomorrow."

"I know."

"Would you like me to write you a pass for the day? I can say that you were busy this helping me with more important matters."

"If you could," Cloud answered, happily nuzzling his face into Sephiroth's chest. "I don't want to get kicked out of the Army. I need to become a SOLDIER, like you."

Sephiroth's arms became hard, and Cloud could almost feel anxiety rolling off the man... his lover. How weird it was to think about Sephiroth, the allmighty Sephiroth, like that. Lover. Lover... his lover. The man who he would give anything to be with. He had him, now. What could ever be better than that?

Zack was the one who started to see their relationship change. At first, he was happy for his two friends, happy to see love bloom in a place where he didn't think love could exist.

Ever since he had broken up with Aeris, he had been harboring secret feelings for his little blonde-haired friend. He'd never act on them, though. It was Sephiroth's lover, Sephiroth's only lover, if the rumors were true. He'd never want to break up his two best friends... but things were a little different with their relationship, now.

Zack wasn't blind. He could see the bruises on Cloud's baby-soft skin, hear the whimpers and the crying from behind Sephiroth's locked door. Things weren't right in Cloud and Sephiroth's loveland. Those cries of passion weren't fit for Sephiroth's ears. But Cloud, Cloud wasn't willing to let Sephiroth go, even though their relationship had escalated to abuse-even rape. That wasn't a place Cloud needed. He was like a Chocobo-he needed tender love and care, not this abusive affair that Sephiroth had going. It was unacceptable for Cloud to just act like nothing was wrong. It was... so very disturbing, Zack thought.

So, the SOLDIER decided what any good friend would do-he confronted Cloud, tried to swindle the boy to see the light. It didn't really work out as well as he hoped, though. Sephiroth found out and the next day Cloud had a black eye. He said he tripped during training-unbelievable. The boy hadn't even been going to training very much, Sephiroth keeping him locked up in that bedroom.

The next course of action would be tricky-he'd have to show Cloud exactly what love was, but it would be hard considering that Sephiroth had all the power in the world. What was going on with his best friend-or soon to be ex-best friend if he continued to hurt Zack's Cloud...

But how would he convince Cloud that Sephiroth wasn't any good, not anymore?