Hey guys, this is my first prewrote fanfiction, I'm writing off the rough cut so disregard any mistakes., I have decided to start prewriting so I don't have to sit around staring at my screen forever trying to think of what to write next. Anyway, Read & Review? :)
Nick's cuts seemed to be unnoticed, the weight loss, the dark circles, all of it unnoticed. He sighed as he walked to his next class, he was super tired and didn't want to be here. He laid his head down and closed his eyes, he was thankful that Warbler practice was next, he had a song he wanted to sing to his now ex-boyfriend Jeff. He wanted to get a point across, and he was hoping the song he chose he got his point across.
Soon enough, he was in Warbler practice and sitting on a stool in front of the Warblers with the introduction to Human playing. He waited a bit before he started to sing.
"I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile I can do it But I'm only human I can turn it on I can do it But I'm only human I'm only human I can take so much Cause I'm only human
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I'll get through it
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human
'Till I've had enough
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and i break down
your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human."
Jeff stared at Nick who had at one point, taken off his blazer to reveal his scars. Nick picked his blazer up and left, tears in his eyes. He opened to door to his dorm and went inside, throwing his blazer on his bed and going into his bathroom, he'd taken the single room after Blaine left. He pulled out his razor and cleaned it off with hot water, and sat down in the floor before standing up and closing the door to his bathroom.
He sat back down after grabbing his journal and writing his goodbye to Jeff. He closed his journal and set it aside, hitting play on his phone and hearing Human play, he closed his eyes and took his last deep breath before beginning to carve 'I'm only Human' into his arm, he reached over and grabbed the small photo of Jeff and putting it in his pocket.
Nicks funeral was two weeks later, Jeff's following his a few days later, Jeff knew Nick made a point, he was only human, and Jeff was too, which is why he was lying in a casket next to Nick. They were only human...they do fall apart.