Put Me Down, Pick Me Up: Naru/Hina
(Authors Note: This story is for one of my best friends Amber, who has been supporting me through a lot and I love her like my sister. She deserves a guy who loves her, and someone better then who she loves now. Amber, he's not worth it. This is for you OK? Luv you - Lauren)
Let me first start off by saying…I love you, but I hate you also. You seem to have complete power over my emotions, and that scares me. You're in my head, and I can never decide whether I want you in or out. It's amazing how happy you can make me…when you smile or talk to me. There are the times where you compliment me, and I feel like the greatest girl in the world. Then…there's the times when you walk up to another girl, and do the same to her, that makes me feel like a rag doll. Tossed aside, used and unimportant.
When I'm crying, it's you I want a hug from, not my friends or family. I want you there for me…always and forever. Sadly enough, your normally the source of those tears. I hate it, I hate how much I love you…because for all the times you've hurt me and said some evil things…you shouldn't be worth it to me. But you'll always be worth it, worth the extra time to look pretty, worth the extra training and worth the pain. Because for every time you've hurt me, there's a time where you've made me elated. It's a constant roller coaster with you. I'm up, and I'm down.
Do you love me, or her? Or her, or that other girl? I can't tell anymore…everyone used to tell me that you loved me…now I barely hear it. Because no one knows anymore…if it's me or those other 3. I'm crying as I think about you, but I'm smiling too. So please, just make things clear. I'm tired of this control of yours. I love you…tell me you do too.
I love you, enough where you have total control over me. You put me down, and pick me up. Every time.