I Know Pain



Disclaimer- I do NOT own CCS or any content pertaining to it. CLAMP owns CCS, trust me, I defiantly don't, because CLAMP is RICH and if I owned CCS I would be filthy rich, baby! So don't sue me, cuz I don't have any money.

In this fic, Sakura is kinda OOC, but I don't care, cuz its mah fanfic!!!!So there!!! whatcha' gonna do about it?! That's what I THOUGHT!!!!! ( ne ways….. lol ok, R&R please!!! Oh, just to tell you, Sakura and the gang're 17, and they've fought lots of evil people trying to take over the world. Ok, enjoy and give me reviews please!!!!!!!!!! BON APPITITE!!!

Translations:

Kawaii: cute/pretty

Baka: idiot/stupid (along those lines)

Onnichan: brother

Outasan: Father

Okaasan: mother

(AN: I might not use all of these, and if you find any thing in these inappropriate, mean, rude, etc., then I'm sorry, no offense intended.)

Meanings:

"words" – talking

'words' – thoughts

( words) – my thoughts/opinions/teases toward characters…..

~~~~~~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~~~- flashback

( AN: Ok, just to tell you, I have changed Sakura's whole past, and race, her personality, etc. )

Chapter 1:

Lies.Her whole life was…all lies.Emerald orbs, usually shining and bright, darkened, anger welling within orbs.'Why?Why didn't you tell me about this sooner?8 years after it happened?Why did you lie so much?You fabricated the perfect life for me, but didn't tell me the truth about life.I find I cant hate you, I love you too much.But I cant forgive you.' Sakura remembered the night little over a week ago.

~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~

"Honey, we have to tell you something.Please come sit down." Said Futijitaka, (sorry if I misspelled it)

Sakura complied, wondering what they wanted."Yeah Outasan, Touya?What do you want?"

They tossed a serious look to one another. Her dad spoke. "Sakura, we're not your real family." Her smile faded. And thus the whole story spilled out…..

~~~~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~

'The dreams….the woman, and the man…maby all those people are real….' She concentrated on the woman from her dreams, auburn hair, darker than the honey colored tresses adorning Sakura's head, icy blue eyes, glaring about, much like her own.Then, suddenly, all the memories all the way back to being a baby came back.Darkness consumed her, and she knew no more…….

~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~

"Momma!!!Daddy!!Whats wrong?Why are you wearing your armour?Are you going to spar?" young Sakura asked her parents.

"Honey, we are going to have a war.Your mother and I have been recruited to be soldiers.Take care of yourself and train hard-every day." Her Outasan said.

"Sakura, I want you to always be on guard.I think you are old enough to know, we may not come back.So promise us to train every day, and never allow yourself to go weak.You know how.Should we die, do not cry.That is a weakness.I forbid it.Become strong, and if we loose this war, you will get revenge on Frieza.Promise to never be weak, to be all you can be, and to be strong.Promise."

Sakura's eyes widened, but did not fill with tears, as many 5 year old children would be sobbing.Instead, anger brewed behind the emrald orbs, fierce in its intensity."Why cant I fight?!No fair!!!" At a warning glare from her father, she sighed in defeat.

"Well?" was said expectantly.

"Ok, I promise.I love you guys.Bye, good luck."

"Love you too honey!!" was chorosed, and they left.

1 year later

Now 6, Sakura was able to almost turn Super Saiyan.Frieza had the upper hand in the war.Today they were to send the last of the Elites.Yes, the war was looking bad for them.

3 years later

Nine year old Sakura knew that the situation of Vegeta-sei was bad.Frieza was attacking the planet.Her parents were on Vegeta-sei, fighting.Everyong was on guard against attscks.Prince Vegeta had been captured.In the middle of the night, Sakura awoke to sense five incredibly high ki's coming fast.Two were her parents, familiar and comforting.The others were cold and cruel.She dressed quickly, slipping on her pink gi and boots, then flew out to meet them.Her parents soon came into view, both fighting coragousely, one against King Cold and the other against Nappa.(Ok, he's not on Frieza's side but I couldn't think of any other charactors from DBZ its late!!)Frieza watched, an amused smirk on his face as the two were brutally beaten, near death.Fury welled within her, bursting into a million pieces as an explosion of pure energy.Her hair went suddenly golden, her eyes aquamarine.Her power level skyrocketed.Frieza suddenly jerked his head to see her, and shock showed briefly in his eyes.

"Little girl!!!Come here!Now!" He shouted.

Sakura glared defiantly at him."No!!Dont touch my parents!!!"

Fury showed in him, "I shall do as I wish!Nappa, King Cold!!Kill them!" They smirked and eliminated them.

Her eyes widened in shock and horror, then narrowed in fury, "HOW DARE YOU!!!!!!YOU WILL BE SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIE AS THOSE YOU HAVE KILLED!!!!!!!!!!!" she flew and attacked him, her hits, though incredibly strong, did not have any effect.He smirked, and a ki blast caught her in the chest.She flew backwards slamming into her wall, but stood up.A trickle of blood ran down her chin."You'll have to do better than that to beat me, Frieza."Again, she attacked, with several ki blasts.

After a bit, she was beaten to a bloody pulp, but had lasted for a long time against him."I have…I have failed….I will avenge my family……."



4 years after

Sakura had been fighting for freedom the whole time.Had been beaten badly countless times.Had watched her parents be killed.Had helped kill the Androids in her timeline, had helped get rid of Magen Buu of her timeline.Had seen many deaths, and killed countless herself.All feelings had nearly died.All she knew was pain, anger, fury, despair, but most prominent, hatred.She had escaped.Was running.She was terribly injured, and had them shooting ki blasts at her in an attempt to fell her.She saw a strange portal ahead: and flew through it.The world spun, and she fell.Her head slammed into a stone and all was black.

She watched as her 'father' and 'brother' found her.So this was her reason for being so heartless, and mean.So cold….she had a reason.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sakura leapt to her feet, flying fast and far.She did not even notice when she flew though a portal, similar to the other one.After hours of continuous flying, she fell.The earth flew up at her, and she felt an agonizing crunch, and woke up several hours later.A strange ki was fast approaching….She got up, knowing who it was even before it came.The cold ki was unpleasant and made her hairs stand on end.Fury rose within her, and she knew who came:Frieza.