HATRED
Sam,
I thought I knew you.
You were one of the few
That would ever care about a girl like me
You didn't look at me for something to see
But you saw me of more than just a girl
You saw me as a woman
You were my man
I miss you and love you
But now I feel hated
I have been a bitch,
The urge to admit has made me itch
I feel hatred not love
Don't bother praising god above
Because all I want to do is die
~Leah Clearwater
Jake,
I know I am the last person in the world
That you wanted to hear from
But hear me out, what happened is like a bomb
It goes beep, beep, beep until it blows
But you helped me from head to toes
You were the one who knew me
I can't believe I didn't see
All I said was poor me
Until I found that you knew
You understood what happened
Bella ripped out your heart and Sam mine
But now that I know you are there
I know I will be fine
Please forgive me for the things I say
I don't mean to be a bother
People just think of me that way
I am trying not to sound like some mother
But I thought of how you saved me
You helped me when I didn't deserve it
You could have let that newborn tear me to shreds
But you were a dumb, obnoxious twit
That I found I loved, and would like to be a wed
Maybe not to you, but someday soon
I will be with someone I love
And I hope it is someone just like you.
-Leah Clearwater 3