Ahh... this idea just came out of the blue.
DISCLAIMER: FAIRY TAIL IS NOT MINE.
LUCY
I'm sitting on my chair, my elbow on the table and chin resting on my palm. I stared at the empty paper in front of me.
I sighed forgetting about the paper in front of me. I started staring outside from my apartment's window. I never noticed that my life had become boring when I asked Natsu to stop barging in my apartment. I never knew my life would be this quiet; probably I was used with him being noisy?
I wasn't really willing to ask him to stop, but I was asked to ask him to stop.
Since Sting and I became a couple he told me to ask Natsu to stop. I never knew that our relationship was so short and temporary that I put my family and friends behind my back.
I closed my eyes.
Where did I go wrong?
I still can't forget that day when he broke it off. He just told me that we're over and he left without even stating his reasons. With that day we never met again.
Why have I fallen for you?
Sooner or later the guild will know. How long have I not gone there? Why did I give all myself to you? God, I'm so stupid. Right now I can't stop regretting my pathetic decisions, I thought he was the one, but I'm too blinded by my selfish thoughts.
This is just too much.
It's like he entered my life just to destroy my relationship with my family and friends. "You're with me now." Those words that made me believe him more and turn my back on them.
Can I still face them?
I just wish he will not come in my life again, I know that I wouldn't hesitate on slapping him at his face. I will never go back to you, you may have regretted your decisions but that's the last you'll see of me.
My eyes snapped open when I heard his laughter. I looked down from the window and saw him with someone. His arms over her shoulder and they were laughing together.
I sighed. Why did I even choose you? Was I that desperate?
My heart sank as I saw them happily walking away. I just wished you knew this feeling, Sting, the pain that is slowly drowning my heart.
Why did I fell for someone who is so childish? Is my heart a toy for you to play? I tightened my grip on the pen. Before I could even break my pen, I let it go and stood up from my chair and went to my bed.
I wish there's some magic that'll help me. I wish I could go back in time. I wish that what mistake or what problems we have could be fixed and straighten out. I wish that my heart will forget you so my mind will also forget you. I wi-
"Hey… Luce." That voice that I haven't heard since I was with him. I turned around and faced the window where Natsu is trying to get in.
"Natsu…" I mumbled. "How many times do I have to tell you to use the door?!" I shouted. The truth is I'm not mad it made me a little bit happy on the inside.
"Geez Luce. You don't have to shout at me. You know I have a very sensitive ear, right?" He asked me as he got in.
I ignored his question and asked him. "Why are you here anyways?" I asked him.
"I-I wanna ask you something…" He mumbled, looking away. "I-I don't care if you don't want it to happen b-but… ahem." He coughed, looking at me with a determined face. "Can you let me be your rebound?" He asked me.
That's not what I am wishing for! I don't even see Natsu as a lover! Heck I don't even see him as the one who confesses! I thought he likes…
"Wait… let me rephrase that. Is it fine for you if I make you fall in love for me?" He asked me. "It's just unfair that I am deeply in love with you and you're not." He said looking away.
"W-what?!"
