Who do you love
Prologue
Brooke and Lucas have been together for two years now and they've decided to get married. The only problem now is Lucas seemes to be getting cold feet and with the wedding only a few days away can he work through them especially when he still has feeling for Brooke's best friend Peyton.
But one thing Lucas's is shore of Brooke can never find out about the kiss because it would destroy her and that's the last thing in the world he wants to do. It all started three months ago when Peyton moved back to Tree Hill and started working at Tric with his mom. They shared an office and they just grew closer and now he was so confused he loved Brooke but he had feelings for Peyton too he just didn't know what to do about it.
Brooke could sense there was something Lucas was keeping from her, it seemed he was always working and when she tried to talk to him it was like he was too tired. Haley suggested it was pre wedding jitters and that he really wanted to finish his new novel and as soon as he was finished everything would go back to how it was before.
Chapter 1
Lucas has to be in the church in twenty minutes but he doesn't know what to do right now he was so confused. He knows he loves Brooke and the last thing in the world he wants to do is hurt her but he didn't know whether he could go through the wedding if he's got feelings for Peyton. He thought a couple of days away with his brother would help clear his head but it didn't and it doesn't help with Peyton in his ear all the time telling his they should be together.
"Lucas what are you still doing here" Karen asked she only came home to get her bag she didn't expect Lucas to be there.
"Mom I don't know if I can do this" Lucas sighed as he put his head in his hands.
"Do what Luke" Karen asked confused.
"Marry Brooke" Lucas stumbled now the words were out there he knew he couldn't take them back.
"Lucas don't be silly you love Brooke it's just pre wedding jitters trust me once you get up to the alter and see her you'll be fine. I know you and Brooke belong together I've seen then love you two share" Karen smiled.
"I know I love her mom but marriage is such a strong commitment I don't know if I can do it" Lucas sighed he knew he couldn't tell his mom about the kiss with Peyton because he knew she'd tell him to be honest with Brooke and he really didn't want to hurt her again.
"Of course you can, Luke I've got to go I'm meeting Brooke and Haley I'll see you at the church" Karen said as she grabbed her bag she knew everything would be ok because most men suffered from nerves before the wedding.
When Brooke got to the church the driver drove round the block a few times which Brooke thought was weird and she was wondering what in the hell is going on.
"Haley what's going on" Brooke asked none of this was making sense and the last thing she wanted was to be late to her wedding.
"Oh a few things aren't quite ready yet" Haley lied she was going to kill Lucas when she got hold of him when Nathan text her saying Lucas wasn't there yet she had to think of something. How could he be late on a day like this it didn't make sense?
"Haley I don't care I just want to get married we are not going around again" Brooke said getting annoyed.
"Ok, ok" Haley said as she text Nathan to say they were coming.
Nathan was going to kill Lucas for being late because he knew somehow this would end up his fault as his best man. He knew Lucas was having second thoughts about things but to be late he needed to be a man about things not run away.
"Hey Nate" Lucas said he knew he had to do the right thing he couldn't be like his dad he'd made a promise to Brooke and he was going to see it through.
"Where the hell have you been your half an hour late Brooke is probably wondering what in the hell is going on what were you thinking" Nathan said trying to keep his voice down not wanting the whole church to know what was going on.
"I just needed some time I'm fine now" Lucas whispered as the wedding song came on and he saw Brooke walking down the aisle he'd never seen her look more beautiful.
"We're gathered here today to witness the union of two people destined for each other Lucas Eugene Scott and Brooke Penelope Davis, they both have something they'd like to say" the minister smiled.
"Lucas I have loved you from the very first moment I saw you and I know we've been through some good and bad times but I know no matter what things may came our way we will get through them together. You make me believe in love, I've never really felt special before but you make me feel special everyday and I promise you I'm going to spend the rest of my like making you feel the same way" Brooke smiled all day she was thinking about what to say and Haley was right when the time come the words will come right out.
"Brooke, I, I really don't know what to say" Lucas stumbled as he saw Peyton walk through the door this wasn't good he knew he had to say something.
After standing there for a few moments Nathan nudged Lucas something had to break him from his trance this wasn't looking good Brooke was confused and she didn't disserve this.
"What" Lucas said as he turned to Nathan.
"Lucas what's wrong with you" Nathan said getting annoyed this wasn't right he knew he had to do something.
"Nothing, nothing's wrong" Lucas said.
"Will someone please tell me what's going on" Brooke asked confused.
"Brooke I have something to tell you" Nathan started to say but was cut off.
"Nothing its nothing Brooke lets continue" Lucas said trying to salvage everything.
"No it's not nothing Nathan what do you want to say" Brooke asked she couldn't believe she was going through this at a time like this.
"I hate to tell you this Brooke" Nathan sighed he didn't want to see her hurt.
"Nathan don't" Lucas said stopping his brother it couldn't come out like this.
"He can't marry you he's in love with me" Peyton yelled.
"What, Lucas please tell me this isn't true not again" Brooke cried.
Lucas just stood there how could things turn so wrong so fast he must have been standing there for quite a while because when he finally realised what was going on Brooke was gone and he finally saw what an idiot he was being and now he's lost the love of his life.
"Brooke wait" Lucas yelled as he went after her.
As Brooke got outside she stopped she knew she needed to say something to him but how she was so hurt right now she didn't think she'd ever felt like this.
"Brooke please" Lucas pleaded.
"How could you why, why Peyton, of all people how could you do this to me" Brooke cried.
"Nothing is going on I swear come on lets go back inside and get married" Lucas pleaded hoping she would he'd finally realised she's the one he can't live without.
"What was going on in the Lucas and don't lie to me, Nathan was trying to tell me something what was it" Brooke asked she needed to know.
"Ok over the last through weeks I was doubting myself but now I've realised I never want to lose you, please Brooke marry me and I promise you I'll never doubt us again" Lucas begged he didn't care if he sounded pathetic he need Brooke like he needed air.
"I can't deal with right now" Brooke said as she walked off she wanted to believe his she did but he's been acting strange for weeks now and she really thought that once they were married things would go back to how things were before but she couldn't have been more wrong.
"Brooke please don't do this" Lucas pleaded as she walked away.
"Nathan what the hell is going on" Haley asked as she came back in the church Brooke wanted to be on her own right now.
"Please don't kill me but Lucas didn't want to get married over the last few days he told me he wasn't ready, with him being late and then not being able to say his vows I knew I had to do something" Nathan sighed he didn't think he should tell Haley about the kiss because she kill him for telling Lucas to lie but he didn't think all this was going to happen.
"Oh god, Nathan you should have said something to me I really don't know how they're going to come back from this and what was with Peyton's outburst if he's cheating on Brooke again I'm going to kill him" Haley sighed she couldn't believe this all happened.
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