Jigsaw's philosophy
John is a cancer patiënt. From the moment his doctor DR. Lawrence Gordon told him he was going to die his life changed, he smelled things differently, felt things differently. He looked differtnly at a lot of things. everyday he saw people he knew they where going to live langer than him he now thought al of these things and couldn't get them out of his head. He regulary had to go to the hospital for a check up, to see how lang he still had to live, it was very hard. Everytime he went to the hospital he saw there where new people there and he was disgusted of the fact it mostly where people that did it to themselves. He was going to die and didn't get a change anymore and he would do it so very well in his life if he would get another one, he knew that now. And they trew all there chances away. John realised that because of his situation he acctualy knew now how important his life realy was. he alway's thought he had controle over his own life but now he realised that wasn't true. Because he was so angry about all of this he thought maybe I can teach other people what I just learned. But with telling people his story it wouldn't work. You have to event it yourself to thuely understand it. so he had to put these people in his situation, to let them understand it. but then they would die, like him and they couldn't teach it to others, and he also had no way to make them get cancer. He had to make up a simular situation for them he would controle there lives and in fact play a sort of god to them, but they would also contole there own, if they have enough wil to live, they will win the game of life. He made traps and put them into these traps, so they where in a life threathning situation like people normaly always where. it's natural to be in a dangereus situation but people have made life so easey that they don't realise that anymore.John sometimes felt guilty but he baned these thoughts away by telling himself that these people constantly played with there own lives so why would't he play with there lives. And so John became to look emotionless but accually like everyone John had emotions all the time but he was honest with them en baned them away everyone was the same for his own made law even the people he loved and even himself. When Amanda Young survived her trap and thanked him for helping her he was very happy there was someone that found he was right he was not the only one in the World. Amanda became his apprentice but soon he realised Amanda accualy thought about is deferent she was a special woman a very emotional that was her weekness she couldn't controle her emotions and soon started to make unescapable traps and became a murderer. I couldn't let that happen en in my desparation I desided to give her one last change I tested her again I tried to be emotionless but I wanted her to secceed and accualy tried to let her secceed but she failed and died. I was very sad but I had done what I could and accualy I already had done to much she was already lost before I tedted her again. It feld like I had failed either but I had to put her out of my mind now the time had come that I was going to die either so I died in happieness My work would go on I was shure about that.