So this is my first story. Not really sure if it's anything great, but it was definately fun to write. Please review and let me know if I should continue this story. Advice is also always appreciated. Enjoy! :D
And of course I do not own SoN.
I walked quickly into the nearly empty library, just wanting to get this over with. I looked around and then I spotted her… Spencer. I nearly ran up to her just wanting to leave and be anywhere but here.
"I'm gonna talk and you are gonna listen got it?" Maybe a little bit harsh but if there is anyone who deserves it, she would be the girl.
She looks up from her book and stares at me with eyes like the sky on an impossibly perfect day. "Well, hello to you too sunshine"
Man, her eyes are really—wait a second! Sunshine seriously, she did not just call me that. God, I'm not some kind of fricken Care Bear.
I scowl, "Did you know that I hate you…."
She's smiling, that smile. That smile that makes me feel, well I don't really know exactly what it makes me feel, and I also have no idea why she would be smiling when I said I hated her "Yes I've heard from various people including you in many different ways"
"Oh, I'm glad" I couldn't really tell you who she has heard it from.
"Yep, me too. It is always very interesting to hear a new theory about why it is you hate me" Interesting! Really that is what she finds interesting.
"Are you crazy?" I just have to ask because honestly I would love to know.
She looks up at me and laughs, a sweet, relaxed sort of laugh "Well, you would have to describe what being crazy is and then I could probably give you a great answer to that question."
I look away towards some books, I think it is the unicorn section…..they have those in libraries. I think. "Seriously you are just not normal"
I can't see her face, but I can hear it in her tone, I can feel that there is so much more when she asks "Well what is normal?"
I look back at her now; she's sitting down at a desk. Long blond hair framing her perfect face. That question makes me remember….I hate remembering "I've been asked that many times"
I see the spark in her eye and I know she understands that I don't like the memories and feelings that come with this conversation. "Oh really by whom may I ask"
"Just a friend" yeah a friend….
"By the way you said "just a friend" I'm gonna guess that's not all there is." Oh wow it's Sherlock fricken Holmes….what an observant person.
"Maybe you would be right….her name was Katie and she was important to me, there is the story"
"Was….what happened?"
"Haven't you ever heard that curiosity killed the cat?"
"Yes but I also happen to know that satisfaction brought it back" She tilts her head and simply looks me right in the eyes, and I don't know what to do….. I don't walk away, I don't tell her to mind her own business, because I can't, so I tell the truth.
"It's simple really, I loved her and she didn't love me back."
She is wearing an unreadable expression "I don't understand."
"What? Loving another girl…well it's the same as loving a guy I mean-" wow I did not know being gay was that far-fetched to some people and I also can't believe she just cut me off.
"No, I understand that. I don't understand how she couldn't love you back." Oh My God…..unbelievable I cannot believe she just said that, what does that even mean….this is going too far, it needs to stop.
I look away because I have to, because I can't look into those eyes and keep on hating her. I need to stay away "OK, this is getting extremely off topic and what I came here to remind you was that we have a project to do, I expect you to be at my house by 1 o' clock tomorrow no later, and please no earlier."
She looks down at her feet, an almost disappointed look has fallen upon her face, and I hate that it's there "Fine, I guess I will see you tomorrow."
As I am about to walk out of the library Spencer says
"I never did understand why you hated me"
There is a reason she never understood. I didn't want her to understand, it is better for both of us if she doesn't. So I continue walking like I hadn't heard a single thing.