Alright I'm putting this first chapter up to see what everyone thinks about it. If I see a good response to it I'll add more. So until then I hope you enjoy this. Luv Sin!

There once was a time when I thought that maybe it all would change. That we could actually come together and be what we should be. That he would finally love me the way that he should have to begin with. But the moment that I walked into the airport I knew that it would never change. I would always be the dorky best friend. The one that was there no matter what or who tried to get in the way. But we would never be what we should be. I really shouldn't have felt so hurt. I really shouldn't have been so surprised when I saw them with their lips locked but it hurt so bad that it took my breath away. It made my heart skip a beat and that wasn't a good thing.

I was crushed and neither one of them knew it. Would they care if they did? Would it really matter that much if they knew that they just destroyed my heart. When I got closer I saw who the girl was and I felt a knife in my heart. She knew what I felt. She knew about it all yet there she was with his arm around her waist. That was when I knew I wouldn't be able to do this anymore. I wasn't able to hold this together. When she saw me she actually looked away but it was too late. It was beyond too late. "Yeah, pretend you didn't just betray me you fucking whore."

Everyone around us looked at me in shock but I didn't care. I didn't fucking care anymore. I was tired of being the good, sweet and nice Honey. "You knew, yet here you are. My own sister, my own blood does that to me. I should feel so fucking proud. Fuck you Sugar. Fuck you and him because I am fucking done. I am fucking tired of pretending that it doesn't hurt anymore. But you should be happy. Both of you because I now have no heart left for it to hurt so that doesn't matter. Just stay the hell away from me and we'll do fine."

I spun around and walked away before anyone could say anything. "You said she would be happy for us."

I shook my head as the tears slid down my cheeks. They'll never know just how they destroyed me. Not like she cared anyways. I kept on walking like I didn't hear her or him calling my name. I turned around and just kept on walking. I wasn't doing it anymore. I was so tired of the shit. I was sick of the pain and I was tired of watching my heart break in front of me over and over again. So this time I'm done.

I was halfway across the airport when I was pulled to a stop and spun around. I was pulled into a chest and I let go and stopped trying to hold myself together. I knew that I wasn't able to do that anymore. I knew by the grip whose it was and I was grateful that he was here for me even after he told me that it was going to end this way. "Do not let her win Honey. Do not allow her to drive you away from everyone that loves you and everything that you love. Sugar has always been jealous of you. I'm sorry that I was right. Believe me you don't know how sorry I really am."

"I'm just not good enough for him." I whispered and I knew that he heard me because he tried to pull me closer to him.

"Don't you even say something that is a lie! He is the one that is not good enough for you. He will never be good enough for you. He isn't really such a great guy Honey. If he was he wouldn't keep hurting you over and over again. I'm telling you right now Honey John Cena will never see you the way you see him and I'm sorry that I have to tell you like it is, but after this you have to see that I am right." He said to me and I looked up at him and took a deep breath.

"Good because Sugar can have him now." I spat and he smiled down at me.

"Now that is the girl that is sitting next to me on the plane." He said to me and I laughed.

"Thanks Ron." I said to him and he nodded before he wiped the tears off my cheeks.

"Come on let's get back and get you some coffee. I have a feeling that you need some." He said to me and I nodded as he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and we started back the way that we came. Eve met us half way and pulled me into the bathroom to help me fix my face so it wouldn't look like I had been crying although everyone already knew that I had.

"Are you ok?" She asked as she washed my face.

"Honestly?" I asked her and she nodded.

"No, she knew the whole time who I wanted and she didn't give a fuck about my feelings. In fact I have a feeling that she meant to hurt me with this. I honestly think my sister hates my guts enough to want to hurt me. And if I find out that it was like that then she is going to see something that she has never seen. She is going to see me looking down at her right before I kick her in her face. Sugar may think she doesn't have to worry about me coming after her because it would hurt John but honestly fuck John he has hurt me enough to last a lifetime." I said to her and she looked at me surprised.

"I don't think I have ever heard you speak so much." She said to me and I smiled at her.

"Well, that's because I'm shy but now that I am talking to you it's going to be hard to get me to stop talking to you now." I said to her and she laughed.

"Nah, I'll just kiss ya. Believe me you don't know how well that makes someone speechless." She said and I laughed with her.

After we got my make up back on I looked at her in the mirror. "Thank you for all your help. Neither you or Ron has to do this."

"We are a big family girl. Believe me it's not a problem. Besides I didn't think that you wanted Sugar to come and check on you." She said to me and I shook my head.

"Hell no." I said to her and she nodded before we linked arms and headed towards to door.

When we walked out of the bathroom we found Ron and John being held apart by other wrestlers and I stopped walking to listen. "You knew all along and all you did was use her. She was a little pet to you. Someone that would make you feel good when you couldn't that day. How many times did you tease her with a kiss? A booty call here or there? Being so sweet to her knowingly making her fall even harder for you. You are a sick man John. I hope she never finds out how sick you really are. Sugar and you deserve each other after all she is using you to hurt her too." Ron spat at him and I gasped before I backed away and headed away from everyone.

That was the first time I saw him for what he really was. A asshole.