Chapter 2
disclaimer: I don't own Naruto
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Since I was born I was pushed away…
No one wanted to be my friend…
They just ignored me
I tried my best to hide the pain I felt.
The way I felt when someone called me useless.
When someone called me a monster
When everyone pointed and stared at me while I was just passing by.
They would laugh at me and throw things at me.
While I searched for food and water just ways too survive.
They always talked about me bad always said mean things to me.
As I grew up I wondered why everyone hated me.
Why they had many and I had few.
Why they had everything and I had nothing.
I always thought my parents were searching for me.
That they would come back to rescue me.
To save me from all those mean people that hated me so much.
That even if I would help them they would never even look at my face.
They would just pass me with an upset look.
I always thought I was ugly that's why nobody likes me.
That's why everyone pushes me away and passes me.
That why everyone never looks at me.
I always wanted to believe that it was just that.
That if I washed my face constantly.
It would disappear my ugly face would just leave!
Just go away and everyone would…
Just treat me better
At less look at me for once in my cruel life!
With no home no friends no one to hug and comfort me
No one who would say Naruto your home!
I don't even have a home
Just a small box empty and all alone
As I got older I had lost all hope for my existence
I thought my parents hated me
That's why they abandoned me
That's why they left me all alone
I hated the way that people honored dead people
The Hokages are so great this.
The Hokages are the best that.
I figure if I became a Hokage than people would like me!
They would talk about me like that too
If I became Hokage then all my troubles
Would be got and all my pain would heal
That I could feel good about myself
Than having to cry myself a sleep
To hide my face from the world
To be happy for once
To get out of the shadow
I just tried my best to act as if nothing was wrong
As if it didn't hurt so much
That when I woke up
My pillow wasn't soaked with my sadness and hurting
I hated Sasuke before
Not because he shows off
Because everyone likes him!
I try my best to be funny
To make everyone laugh
To make everyone happy
To make everyone like being around me
That I can have friends
Still it never works…
Sasuke doesn't even try to make friends
He never talks to anybody
It's like he's in his own world
He's so silent
Everyone likes him still
I try my hardest!
Still it's not good
I always fall even harder
On the cold hard ground
Called life
It always hurts me
With scratches and burns
It not fair …
Why does everyone hate me?
Sometimes I feel so bad
I hate myself
I ask myself why I was even born…
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I feels so sorry for naruto :( I'm crying inside this is a old story i wrote but never put on fanfic now it's out I think i may write another chapter and it could be a sasukexnaruto pairing if your okay with that)