/"I hope she'll be a fool - that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool...- Great Gatsby(Daisy)/
So sometimes Sakura wished she had been born stupid.
Some blonde ditsy girl, with no care in the world.
Sometimes Sakura wished she had never grown up, wished things had never changed.
And Sakura knows how childish this is. Knows only little girls pretend.
But sometimes she can't help but think of how different things could have been if HE stayed. How different it would have been if she had been stronger.
Would it be different if she was stronger?
Did she matter?
This is where all her thoughts always ended up…no matter what she had previously been thinking…because she KNEW.
And Sakura wasn't stupid enough to NOT realize that she wasn't more than a side piece.
She knew she'd never compare to Naruto…
Knew that as much as Naruto "loved" her, he'd never look at her the way he looked at Sasuke.
She also knew Naruto was to dumb to understand what the REALLY means.
And Sakura couldn't pretend she was stupid enough to lie to herself.
Couldn't deny it…couldn't shut out things that were so obviously in front of her.
So instead she spends her time wishing she were young again.
Young and naïve.
Wishes she could say it isn't happening.
But she KNOWS.
Well inside she more than knows.
And that's why…
Sometimes…
Well sometimes-like ALL the time-Sakura wishes…
That if life could have given her one thing…
Well more than being beautiful…
More than being strong…
More than knowing the right things to do and say…
If life could have given her ANYTHING….
She wishes she had been born stupid- completely, blissfully, utterly stupid.
/this is not really
happening
you bet your life it is-cornflake girl/
A/N: written post sasuke leaving. Please read and review.