RIP Polly Emmerson xxxx
Jay POV
Even when she's dead she still looks beautiful. As I hold her hand I remember everything we did together. Our relationship didn't last long but now I realise that she was the most beautiful, intelligent, funny girl in the world! I trusted her, she trusted me and it would have been perfect if Ruth hadn't got in the way.
It was so stupid of me to use her to show Ruth we were well and truly over. She was married and I shouldn't have been interested. I never realised at the time but I loved her. She was more loving and caring than any of the other girls I've dated. When our lips first touched that night in the bar it felt magical and there was all the stuff you get in films like fireworks exploding in your heads.
These last few minutes are precious and I can't bear to say goodbye but as Charlie walks in, I know it's time for us to part for the last time. I bend down and kiss her on the cheeks almost expecting that to bring her back but I'm too old for fairytales. I never get my happy ending.
Charlie pulls the sheet over her head as I turn around and walk away. I lock myself in the locker room and just sob and try to block it all out.
I grab my stuff and I walk out the double doors of the ED. People gave me weird looks because of the blood on my shirt but I just keep walking.
I returned home to an empty flat. The silence almost makes me burst into tears again. I get straight into bed but before I fall asleep, I whisper the words; I love you hoping that from wherever Polly was, she would hear my voice and forgive me for everything I did to her.
Short but just wait till I get the next chap up it will be so amazing I hope! xx