Hey guys! :D
I can't believe that my twin found out! Yes, I'm a can be a little slow at times… Don't judge meh! D: But, I'm gonna go and get it out of her... If she doesn't say, then I'll beat it out of her. *evil smirk*
Didn't Dawn say that we'd be a bit… Weird, and post random things of our own on here…? I believe she did and I'm proud to be the first that does so, lol! But on with the story, and, even though it's kinda sad, I hope you enjoy it! :3
Disclaimer: Not mine! I can only wish that I did, and you'd know that there would be more goin' on with some of the characters, if you know wat I mean. ;)
Oh, and before you get to reading, one more thing: This is (*Roxy's edit*) POV through the whole thing! Unless, for some reason, I change that for one of the chapters. I doubt it though.
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My Light
Chapter 1.
I opened my eyes, seeing the moonlight that shown through my window, onto my bed, and into them. They automatically forced themselves shut. To get protection. I slowly opened them again and looked down at the watch, I had on my wrist, as I sat up.
1:30 AM Saturday, November 15th, 2008
With an irritated sigh, I flopped back down. My unusual flat hair went behind me, as I looked over to my right, seeing my nightstand. I looked, farther up, and saw to frames, that I had put pictures in, just over a month ago. I could feel my heart ache, as I remembered the times that we had shared.
One of them had the both of us in it. We had been at the beach. Both of us were soaked from the waters of the ocean. He was on my back, looking like I was giving him a piggyback ride, with his unusual, flat, blonde hair, looking kind of wavy, and his chin was on my shoulder, next to my red hair, smiling; even his sapphire blue eyes were. Along with him, and my emerald green eyes, I smiled. I mean, who couldn't when you had a hot, blue eyed blonde on your back?
The second one was of my blonde. He had his right hand out, at arm's length, making a victory sign, winking his right eye, and smiling a lip smile. He had just won this thing called a "Struggle Match" and apparently was named the new champion. He was so happy that day…
I sat up again, my elbows on my legs, and chin in my hands. My heart still ached from just thinking about him.
So happy, so full of life! He was the light in my life, which was now gone because of those gang idiots. If there was only someway of rewinding time, I'd go back to that day in a heartbeat…
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"I'm leaving! I'll be back in 'bout thirty minutes!" He said, putting on his shoes.
"My god! I'm right here, in the living room. No need to shout." I replied, getting up off the couch, and going over to him.
"Well, how am I suppose to know where you are in this two story house of yours? It's so easy to get lost in!"
"To you it might be, but not to me."
"Anyways, I'll try to be back in thirty minutes, like I said. I got my phone, when, and if, you want or need to call me."
To be honest, I didn't really want him to leave, but he wanted to. I had tried offering to either go with him or just go myself, but no. He wanted to get out and get some errands done, by himself.
"Alright," I got down to his height, making my long spine bend. "But, be careful, ok?"
"Yes, Father." He said, jokingly, and winked at me. He turned around, heading toward the door.
I turned him right back around. He looked at me, confused. "You forgot to do something."
"Oh?" He questioned, "What might that be?"
I chuckled a little bit, at him. Sometimes he could be so dense, while, other times, he was right on the dot.
"Hello? What did I forget to do?"
Looking into his eyes, I softly put my lips on his, quickly, and, just as quickly, took them off. I saw a light blush on his cheeks.
"Oh… Right." He said, embarrassed, that he had been so dumb.
I gave him a small smile, as I ruffled his blonde hair. "Go now."
He kissed my cheek. "See you in a little bit." He opened the door, getting ready to leave.
"Hey, if your gonna be later than thirty minutes, give me a call! Got it memorized?"
My blonde chuckled. "Yes, Axel, I got it memorized."
"Good. See you in a little while, Roxas."
He gave me a quick wave, before closing the door. Leaving to go do his errands…
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"Hmph… More like, "Leaving my life forever…"" I thought, looking over to my empty bedside.
My green eyes, with help from my heart, made me see his fragile figure, sound asleep. But I knew in my mind that he wasn't. Even so, I still reached out to him, going to move his hair out of his face.
Clunk!
I looked down to the floor, at the vents, listening closer.
Clunk!
"Stupid thing…" I looked back over, to where I was seeing the illusion of my blonde, not seeing him. I made a weak fist, as I brought back my arm and put my fist on the heart area of my chest, and just let it lay there. But it soon got stronger, when I thought of the morons who attacked him.
There had been two of them, of course, big, height wise, strong, and tough. My blonde was small, as in height, a little bit on the weaker side, and almost completely helpless. He hadn't done anything wrong, he hadn't messed with them, nor want to, so, why him?
"Sorry, man, we thought it was someone else, I mean, the person we were looking for and him… They look so much alike."
"Bullshit! Complete bullshit! No one, in this world, looked like Roxas, but Roxas!"
I felt the anger start to boil in my bloodstream. All that gang wanted to do was pick on someone, like him, because they knew that he wouldn't be able to completely protect himself. That's all, nothing more.
After a few minutes, I don't know how or by what but, I calmed down. I laid my head on his pillow, that was still on my bed, and, just my luck, I could barely detect his scent. Not that I was one of those stalker boyfriends, but I really missed him. Could you really blame me? He became no more in this world just a little bit over two weeks ago.
Gone… I've always hated that word, just as much as non-flammable. Roxas hated it too. He thought that "gone" was used to much in everyone's vocabulary. I had to, and still do, agree with him, but it just fits perfectly with this situation.
He was gone… Gone forever, and there was nothing that I do about it!
I felt sadness stun my whole body. He could've been here with me right now, if I hadn't let him go. I was, also, so close to asking him to move in with me, that I could taste it! He had spent countless days and nights over here that his home didn't really seem to exist. But no. I let him go off, by himself, to go do his errands!
God! My reason for life is gone, and not going to come back! Why? Why couldn't it have been me attacked by them, instead of Roxas?
I slowly looked at my watch, again.
2:15 AM Saturday, November 15th, 2008
My arm fell back down, like it was dead. Closing my green eyes, I fell asleep, thinking about our memories.
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:D So what did you guys think? Ik it's sad, but it's going to be for a while, just a warning. ;) And no I'm not depressed or an emo, I just get ideas and write them down. I actually started writing this when we were going to Cocoa Beach!
But, anyway, please review! If you want, go ahead and tell me what's wrong with it, if anything, lol. Love ya all who actually read our crap. XD