Disclaimer : I don't own the characters.(even if I wish so)

*** Story will involve foul language and lemons

*** This is a short story about imprinting(breaking one)

BELLA/EMBRY

Bella was a wreck , she felt like someone stabbed her in the heart or as is the case took it. She couldn't believe that even after four months , she can't stop thinking about that night.

A simple papercut , stole her entire future , her love Ed…*gulp* , her best friend Alice (how he misses the pixie , she would take any makeover she wanted right now) , her parents , her siblings , especially Emmett with his bear hugs.

Why did they leave her? She always knew she was less than them , but if He would have changed her she would have been worth of being a Cullen.

She is tired of crying everyday and she sees the pain she puts Charlie on , but he doesn't understand , none of her so called friends do either. They don't know that the Cullens were vampires and she was promised a future with them , were she would have become beautiful , strong and have a family that'll have loved her forever , they all think this is just a crush that went wrong and they want her to just get over it and start dating a fricking human male. Like , she would give a human male a second glance after knowing what perfection looked like.

Her Adonis with his bronze hair , skin that sparkled like diamonds , his cold touch , his scent that drove her crazy with want and those eyes that looked at her with hunger for both her and her blood. She will willingly give him her blood if it meant being with him. She craves him like you wou;d crave a juicy steak or fine Swiss chocolate.

She hears her name being called by Charlie who looks at her with worried eyes , she spaced while eating , actually she rarely eats these days which resulted in her being extremly thin , a thing that worried not only her dad , but everyone at school too.

The school nurse even told her if she was anorexic , she was livid how dare they all judge her , they are all so stupid , pathetic humans that don't know a thing about the things that lurke in the shadows.

Maybe , she should go and search for a vampire and ask him to change her , but with her luck she'll become a meal before being able to utter a word in her favor , so that's a big no , no.

Charlie wants her to go with him to La Push , because Billy Black is having a BBQ and Jacob wants to see her. She is not very fond of that idea , but if she wants to keep living here and not go to Jacksonville with her mother , she must start showing some signs of life and what better way than an outing with her father and his best friend (note sarcasm).

She accepts which brings a smile to Charlie's face , ok maybe she would go to the beach too , she misses hearing and smelling the ocean. She starts preparing a dessert to take with them and then goes and changes in a pair of well-worn jeans and a tank with ahoodie , something Alice will have burned. (Her heart starts to hurt at the mention of her ex-bf )

They take the cruiser and head toward La Push and suddenly a sense of peace envolves her at entering the rez , she feels like all her worries and heartache evaporate , she can't believe it and thinks that maybe this being the only place Cullens weren't allowed helps her.

It seems that from now on she has a place to go without being worried that is tainted by them , a place that feels like home.