A/n: I told ya I was gonna write a sequal to Obvious. I told ya, told ya, told ya!!! Anyways, I might be updating my stories more often sometime soon because my mom has decided to fix our old computer and I'm going to be able to put it in my room so that means I get to write more and use a computer whenever I want. Anyways this is the first chapter to...STARTING OVER.
And I do hope this story has a happy ending, im not to sure where this is going to lead so bare with me peoples and I also started to write more of the 4th chapter of Just Like You, I hope to post that sometime this week when I finish it. Oh yeah one of thing that has been brought to my attention... I was watching InuYasha on Friday as usually but then I started thinking about how much Kogo (that's how u spell it in the english version but if it were in the japanese it would be Kougo) sounded like Duo, well as a matter of fact the guy that plays Duo's voice does indeed play Kogo's voice to.. amazing ne? coughs well ne ways I'm wasting time here so on with the fic...
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or the characters in this story. I do however own my story so deal with it! Oh but how it would be nice to own it... anyways... I'm shutting up now
Starting Over
Chapter 1
DUO'S POV
Why? Why was I so stupid to do that, I loved Heero but... I'm just so confused, I hurt him more then I could have hurt anyone else. Why was I so stupid to do such a thing to him. Now he's gone. He left me alone, alone in the dark with no one. I can't turn to to Josh, I don't love him, hell I don't even like him... he was just a fuck buddy I guess. But Heero was my love, he was finally opening up to me after so long of not knowing emotions then I break him like that now I'll never see him again and even if I did I know he can't trust me, hell I wouldn't even trust me if I was him. I slowly got up off the ground and walked into the bathroom. The phone began to ring as I wiped the remaining tears away from my eyes, I knew my answering machine would pick it up for me that's if the person was nice enough to leave a message. I froze though as the person did leave a message... it was Wufei and he sounded like hell just broke lose.
"Duo, pick up th god damn phone I know your home! This is important, it's about Heero. I don't know what happened betweem you two but he's in bad shape right now, by the looks of it he was heading to the airport but when he was going through the green light some guy ran the red light and hit Heero right on. He's in really bad shape. Sally says that she thinks he's in a coma. We need you to come down here now. Heero needs you right now... Duo please-"
"I'll be down soon." I grabbed my jacket and put my shoes on, I grabbed my car keys and opened my car. If I didn't do any of this Heero wouldn't be in a coma right now. This is all my fault, he wouldn't have gotten hit if he didn't leave but he left because of me to. Everything is my fault. They're going to ask questions as to why he was heading to the air port that's if he ever wakes up but knowing them they're going to ask me instead. Heero... I'm so sorry that I did this to you. I know you deserve better, I know you gave me another chance and just as usual I took you for grainted. I'm a selfish bastard, I can admit to that, I'm the one who put you in this state, I can admit to that to.
I walked down the long hall down near intensive care where not only Wufei sat but also Quatre and Trowa, how did they get down here so fast? Quatre looked on the verge of tears while Trowa held his love tightly in his arms. Wufei walked up to me and looked dead serious.
"Maxwell," Wufei nodded to me then went on, "Sally says she's not sure if he'll make it through the night, only time can tell. So far he's been having breathing problems so we think something is wrong with his lungs so he's hooked up to a air pump to help him breath, also he lost a lot of blood, we wanted to do a transfusion but his blood type is hard to find, so far we found one pack of blood but that's it. But the worst part of all this is that he's in a coma and we're not sure if he'll wake up anytime soon. I'm sorry Duo." That was the last straw before I fell to the floor again and began to cry, I cried for Heero, I cried because I hurt him, I cried because I may not hear his voice or anything about him that was in present tense but instead past tense. I didn't realize it at first but Quatre had come up to me and put his arms around me, tears also running down his cheeks.
"It's okay Duo, he'll be okay, everything will be okay. You will be with him again when he awakes. Then you'll see his beautiful that he uses only for you when he awakes and sees you." This only made me cry harder. It was now or never.
"No Quatre, he wont smile at me, we wont b-be together again. I screwed up badly this time, nothing will be the same. If anything he's gonna want secruity take me out of his room before he says to nice words to me. I took advantage of him Quat, I took his trust and squashed it between my fingers. I ripped his heart out of him chest. I'll never have that again because of my stupid mistake. I knew it was wrong, I knew he would find out sooner or later but I just couldn't stop... I-" I got cut off though when Quatre let go of me and stared at me.
"Whoa, Duo calm down. What happened.... no Duo you didn't.." I just nodded my head, he knew what I had done, "... Duo why?! Did you not notice how much you just screwed up! He trusted you Duo, he loved you! He... he even told me that he was going to ask you to marry him once he found the right wedding ring. Why did you through something so good out the window? He finally gave up the perfect solider crap just for you, he finally found emotions all to you but you... you destroyed him! WHY!?" I winced when Quatre yelled at me. I knew I had this coming though. Just as Quatre was about to say some more Sally came out the door, panic written all over her face.
"Sally what's wrong? What happened?" Sally just looked at us, as she tried to get her thoughts in perspective.
"Heero's blood pressure isn't doing so well and there seems to be a blood clot near his heart, he's heart might stop beating if we don't get that clot out of the way, we have to do surgrey now but I need someone to sign the papers... Duo your here come on we need you to sign the papers for Heero." I just followed Sally. I know later all this would change and it wouldn't be me signing things like this for Heero but another. I quickly signed them and then gave them to the nurse at the nurses station.
Shortly after I saw Sally come out of intensive care followed by a stretcher that contained Heero's body, he had bruises everywhere and he breathing was less then normal. Tears started to form in my eyes as I saw his helpless self being rolled away to the surgrey room.
3 HOURS LATER
Sally finally came out looking grim. I stood up to meet her as did Wufei. Trowa stayed with Quatre as he was asleep. Sally looked at Duo with a slight smile.
"Heero is going to be okay, we got that clot and he's breathing is fine now so is his heart. Um... he's also awake now which was a surprising thing to hear. Only one visiter is aloud in at a time though, Duo you can go in if you want to." I stood there silently soaking in everything she had told me, but how can I face him. The least I owe him is an apology for what I did. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked over to see Quatre still half asleep. He gave me a small smile and pushed me towards the doors.
"Go to him even if your not the first person he wants to see right now, do this for yourself and Duo." Just as I walked to the doors Sally stopped me again.
"Duo I found this in Heero's hand when we took him in, I'm sorry I didn't give it to you earlier but there was so much going on at the time." She handed me what looked like a golden band. To my surprise it was a ring, an engagement ring, tears just seemed to not want to stop today, I looked on the inside of the ring and that's when I saw some writing carved into it. 'Duo my love always. Aishiteru always' I held onto the ring as I pushed myself through the door, tears falling down my cheeks and I looked around the place, there was two other people in there fast asleep with different tubes and machines hooked up to them. I found Heero near the back also hooked up to so many machines, one of them being a air pump. His eyes were closed and for a minute I thought he was asleep. I looked at his face which had many tiny cuts all over it. I wanted to touch him but if he awoke and saw me touching him he might try to kill me right then.
"Gods Heero. I'm so sorry," I paused for a moment as I tried to choke down a sob, "I didn't mean to do it, I- I'm just a stupid fuck who doesn't deserve you. You deserve better. If I could turn back time I would, I just wish you would give me one last chance to prove to you how much I love you. I know I hurt you, hurt you badly. But now all this has happened an it's all my fault, if I didn't do anything you wouldn't have gone anywhere and you wouldn't be in this condition right now. Heero I wish you we're awake right now. I just want to hear you say something, anything. Even for you to yell at me, call me a baka. I want you to know how much I truely do love you though and that no matter what happens that will never change." I slowly fell to the ground as I waited for anything, anything that would tell me that he was listening. Slowly his eyes fluttered open, I didn't see this at first but I jumped when I felt a hand wrap it's hand around my braid.
"Duo, I don't deserve better. But I do need someone to repair my heart and help me through this. You probably found the ring I had in my hand, Sally probably gave it to you. Keep it for now, we might need it if things work out right..." I looked up and into his eyes, he had a small sad smile on his face. I knew he was still heart broken from all of this, but there was hope for us yet. One more chance is all I need. I'll prove to Heero how much I love him even if it kills me. I'll show him that I can be the guy he loves... be his real koi this time...
TBC...
A/n: Go me! I think this story is pretty long considering this took me about an hour and a half to do. I hope you all liked it as much as I liked writing it. Anyways I hope that all of you that read this plzzzzzzz REVIEW.
Muse decides to show his face all of a sudden
Wufei: I got a part in the stooorrrryyyyyy!!! Go me! Go me! I mean ahem... Duo was injustice and Heero getting hurt was even more injustice!!!! shrugs but hey! What can ya do
Author: Um Wufei your being way out of character right now and it's scaring me, go back in the closet man! okay so that didn't come out right... But I'm only human! anyways R&R
Fujinakaheero
And I do hope this story has a happy ending, im not to sure where this is going to lead so bare with me peoples and I also started to write more of the 4th chapter of Just Like You, I hope to post that sometime this week when I finish it. Oh yeah one of thing that has been brought to my attention... I was watching InuYasha on Friday as usually but then I started thinking about how much Kogo (that's how u spell it in the english version but if it were in the japanese it would be Kougo) sounded like Duo, well as a matter of fact the guy that plays Duo's voice does indeed play Kogo's voice to.. amazing ne? coughs well ne ways I'm wasting time here so on with the fic...
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or the characters in this story. I do however own my story so deal with it! Oh but how it would be nice to own it... anyways... I'm shutting up now
Starting Over
Chapter 1
DUO'S POV
Why? Why was I so stupid to do that, I loved Heero but... I'm just so confused, I hurt him more then I could have hurt anyone else. Why was I so stupid to do such a thing to him. Now he's gone. He left me alone, alone in the dark with no one. I can't turn to to Josh, I don't love him, hell I don't even like him... he was just a fuck buddy I guess. But Heero was my love, he was finally opening up to me after so long of not knowing emotions then I break him like that now I'll never see him again and even if I did I know he can't trust me, hell I wouldn't even trust me if I was him. I slowly got up off the ground and walked into the bathroom. The phone began to ring as I wiped the remaining tears away from my eyes, I knew my answering machine would pick it up for me that's if the person was nice enough to leave a message. I froze though as the person did leave a message... it was Wufei and he sounded like hell just broke lose.
"Duo, pick up th god damn phone I know your home! This is important, it's about Heero. I don't know what happened betweem you two but he's in bad shape right now, by the looks of it he was heading to the airport but when he was going through the green light some guy ran the red light and hit Heero right on. He's in really bad shape. Sally says that she thinks he's in a coma. We need you to come down here now. Heero needs you right now... Duo please-"
"I'll be down soon." I grabbed my jacket and put my shoes on, I grabbed my car keys and opened my car. If I didn't do any of this Heero wouldn't be in a coma right now. This is all my fault, he wouldn't have gotten hit if he didn't leave but he left because of me to. Everything is my fault. They're going to ask questions as to why he was heading to the air port that's if he ever wakes up but knowing them they're going to ask me instead. Heero... I'm so sorry that I did this to you. I know you deserve better, I know you gave me another chance and just as usual I took you for grainted. I'm a selfish bastard, I can admit to that, I'm the one who put you in this state, I can admit to that to.
I walked down the long hall down near intensive care where not only Wufei sat but also Quatre and Trowa, how did they get down here so fast? Quatre looked on the verge of tears while Trowa held his love tightly in his arms. Wufei walked up to me and looked dead serious.
"Maxwell," Wufei nodded to me then went on, "Sally says she's not sure if he'll make it through the night, only time can tell. So far he's been having breathing problems so we think something is wrong with his lungs so he's hooked up to a air pump to help him breath, also he lost a lot of blood, we wanted to do a transfusion but his blood type is hard to find, so far we found one pack of blood but that's it. But the worst part of all this is that he's in a coma and we're not sure if he'll wake up anytime soon. I'm sorry Duo." That was the last straw before I fell to the floor again and began to cry, I cried for Heero, I cried because I hurt him, I cried because I may not hear his voice or anything about him that was in present tense but instead past tense. I didn't realize it at first but Quatre had come up to me and put his arms around me, tears also running down his cheeks.
"It's okay Duo, he'll be okay, everything will be okay. You will be with him again when he awakes. Then you'll see his beautiful that he uses only for you when he awakes and sees you." This only made me cry harder. It was now or never.
"No Quatre, he wont smile at me, we wont b-be together again. I screwed up badly this time, nothing will be the same. If anything he's gonna want secruity take me out of his room before he says to nice words to me. I took advantage of him Quat, I took his trust and squashed it between my fingers. I ripped his heart out of him chest. I'll never have that again because of my stupid mistake. I knew it was wrong, I knew he would find out sooner or later but I just couldn't stop... I-" I got cut off though when Quatre let go of me and stared at me.
"Whoa, Duo calm down. What happened.... no Duo you didn't.." I just nodded my head, he knew what I had done, "... Duo why?! Did you not notice how much you just screwed up! He trusted you Duo, he loved you! He... he even told me that he was going to ask you to marry him once he found the right wedding ring. Why did you through something so good out the window? He finally gave up the perfect solider crap just for you, he finally found emotions all to you but you... you destroyed him! WHY!?" I winced when Quatre yelled at me. I knew I had this coming though. Just as Quatre was about to say some more Sally came out the door, panic written all over her face.
"Sally what's wrong? What happened?" Sally just looked at us, as she tried to get her thoughts in perspective.
"Heero's blood pressure isn't doing so well and there seems to be a blood clot near his heart, he's heart might stop beating if we don't get that clot out of the way, we have to do surgrey now but I need someone to sign the papers... Duo your here come on we need you to sign the papers for Heero." I just followed Sally. I know later all this would change and it wouldn't be me signing things like this for Heero but another. I quickly signed them and then gave them to the nurse at the nurses station.
Shortly after I saw Sally come out of intensive care followed by a stretcher that contained Heero's body, he had bruises everywhere and he breathing was less then normal. Tears started to form in my eyes as I saw his helpless self being rolled away to the surgrey room.
3 HOURS LATER
Sally finally came out looking grim. I stood up to meet her as did Wufei. Trowa stayed with Quatre as he was asleep. Sally looked at Duo with a slight smile.
"Heero is going to be okay, we got that clot and he's breathing is fine now so is his heart. Um... he's also awake now which was a surprising thing to hear. Only one visiter is aloud in at a time though, Duo you can go in if you want to." I stood there silently soaking in everything she had told me, but how can I face him. The least I owe him is an apology for what I did. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked over to see Quatre still half asleep. He gave me a small smile and pushed me towards the doors.
"Go to him even if your not the first person he wants to see right now, do this for yourself and Duo." Just as I walked to the doors Sally stopped me again.
"Duo I found this in Heero's hand when we took him in, I'm sorry I didn't give it to you earlier but there was so much going on at the time." She handed me what looked like a golden band. To my surprise it was a ring, an engagement ring, tears just seemed to not want to stop today, I looked on the inside of the ring and that's when I saw some writing carved into it. 'Duo my love always. Aishiteru always' I held onto the ring as I pushed myself through the door, tears falling down my cheeks and I looked around the place, there was two other people in there fast asleep with different tubes and machines hooked up to them. I found Heero near the back also hooked up to so many machines, one of them being a air pump. His eyes were closed and for a minute I thought he was asleep. I looked at his face which had many tiny cuts all over it. I wanted to touch him but if he awoke and saw me touching him he might try to kill me right then.
"Gods Heero. I'm so sorry," I paused for a moment as I tried to choke down a sob, "I didn't mean to do it, I- I'm just a stupid fuck who doesn't deserve you. You deserve better. If I could turn back time I would, I just wish you would give me one last chance to prove to you how much I love you. I know I hurt you, hurt you badly. But now all this has happened an it's all my fault, if I didn't do anything you wouldn't have gone anywhere and you wouldn't be in this condition right now. Heero I wish you we're awake right now. I just want to hear you say something, anything. Even for you to yell at me, call me a baka. I want you to know how much I truely do love you though and that no matter what happens that will never change." I slowly fell to the ground as I waited for anything, anything that would tell me that he was listening. Slowly his eyes fluttered open, I didn't see this at first but I jumped when I felt a hand wrap it's hand around my braid.
"Duo, I don't deserve better. But I do need someone to repair my heart and help me through this. You probably found the ring I had in my hand, Sally probably gave it to you. Keep it for now, we might need it if things work out right..." I looked up and into his eyes, he had a small sad smile on his face. I knew he was still heart broken from all of this, but there was hope for us yet. One more chance is all I need. I'll prove to Heero how much I love him even if it kills me. I'll show him that I can be the guy he loves... be his real koi this time...
TBC...
A/n: Go me! I think this story is pretty long considering this took me about an hour and a half to do. I hope you all liked it as much as I liked writing it. Anyways I hope that all of you that read this plzzzzzzz REVIEW.
Muse decides to show his face all of a sudden
Wufei: I got a part in the stooorrrryyyyyy!!! Go me! Go me! I mean ahem... Duo was injustice and Heero getting hurt was even more injustice!!!! shrugs but hey! What can ya do
Author: Um Wufei your being way out of character right now and it's scaring me, go back in the closet man! okay so that didn't come out right... But I'm only human! anyways R&R
Fujinakaheero