Carbon Thoughts
"It's so cold. Where am I? Am I on Hoth still? " He tries to
moves his arms but can't. He realizes that this isn't a dream
that he is incased in the carbonite. That somehow he survived
the freezing process. The last few moments come rushing back
to him. Leia faces etched with grief. Hearing her shout out to
him that she loves him. Chewie roars. Lando betrayal. "I
never saw that coming. I never thought that he would sell me
out to Empire." Han's mind drift back to Leia. "I hope that
she is alright. I know that she is alright. Lando.. how could
you do this?? When I get out he better watch his back!! When
I get out." He laughs to himself. "Yeah right. How in the hell
am I going to escape this icy prison. I can't save them. I can't
even save myself. I still find hard to believe that he sold me
out. Maybe he didn't have a choice. Maybe he did do the best
that he could. Lando please help them. I don't even like
thinking about what could be happening to them. Luke... I
hope the kid is alright. Why does Vader want him so bad.
Maybe Luke got Leia and Chewie out of there. I hope so."
His mind drifts back to her. "Leia.. why couldn't we have told
each before this.. Why now. Just when you were starting to
warm up to me. Sweetheart I wish I could have told you that I
love you. I didn't want to give you false hope. I knew that
there was a possible that I would never see you again. Your
love gives me strength to see this through. I will survives
this."