Alishas pov

i walked into the changing rooms early because i needed to be alone, to clear my head. However simon was there when i walked in, why was he there at 4 in the morning? "what are you doing here?" i asked when he looked up and saw me he didnt answer instead he smiled weakly towards me, something was wrong. " somethings wrong, whats happened simon are you ok?" i rushed out. "im fine alisha its just je- never mind" "je, je, je? Omg do you mean jessica? What did she do?" "she er well she er broke up with me" i walked over to comfort him but without thinking i touched him, in the split second before anything could happen i kept thinking these thoughts, do i want this? Will he hurt me? Will it effect him? Will he think i did it on purpose, to tease him? All this rushing through my head in that split second was alot to handle i couldn't take it, i needed to know the answers to all of those questions, i was about to brace myself for the attack when...