He woke up covered in a cold sweat; he looked around his quarters to see what could be the reason for him to wake like this but found nothing. His heart hammering in his chest his stomach churned a cold dread filled his body something was wrong. He slipped from the bed his hand ideally stroking his stomach and started to pace his room; he looked at the clock by his bed and frowned as its 1 am. His stomach churned again forcing Jim to run to his bathroom. He dropped to the floor and threw up into the toilet, there wasn't anything in his stomach to throw up his body was just going with the motion.

He pushed himself and leaned against the sink…he's gone…the voice in the back of his head whispered. He picked up the glass by the sink and turned on the tap and filled it with water, and brought the glass up to his mouth with shaky hands and took a large mouthful and then looked into the mirror at himself …something is wrong…he told himself, he has to see Spock…he's dead… the voice said to him and Jim has to shake his head as he sobbed "No he's not he's just down the hall!" He says out loud to himself but something in the back of his mind tells him something else.

Spock was woken up by the noise coming from the some wherein his room, he frowned a little before he sat up "Lights." He mumbled as he looked around his quarters to see the communication terminal lit up. He stands up and walks over to his desk and looks at the terminal he rubbed his eyes as answers the call. "Father is there something wrong?" He asked seeing the image of his father appear on the screen.

"I'm sorry for waking you at this hour; the Elders believed it was important we informed you of the passing of Ambassador Spock." His son sat there blinking at him,

"I hope he passed peacefully." He said

"He died in his sleep." Sarek told him "There are a few things he wishes you to have, I see no reason for you to have them…" Sarek stopped and looked away for a moment.

"Is there something bother your father?" Spock asked him seeing the strange look in his eyes.

"We are unsure what to make of a document we found, by Earth law, it is correct and binding and there are a few other documents as well, that informs us that Ambassador Spock has a t'hy'la. We know he is male and human but that is all we have found out so far, it seems he went to great lengths to hide his Husband identity." Before Spock could answer his father there was an urgent knocking sound at the door.

"I sorry father, it seems I am needed can we talk later?" He asked

"Of cause." The screen went dark; Spock stood up as the knocking got louder and seem more desperate.

He stood by the door and it open only to see Kirk standing there looking confused and distress "Captain?" He frowned, Jim looked a state his hair was messy and wild like he has been dragged through the bushes, he was pale and could see the shin of sweat on his skin. "Jim is there something wrong?" He asked

"He's dead Spock." He said his voice breaking up as he spoke. Tears started to well up in his eyes and burn as he tried not to cry, but he failed as they ran down his cheek. Spock took a step back in disbelief as he looked at his Captain, he didn't think that the Captain would be informed of his counterpart's death so soon and he was shocked to see him in this shape of anguish over Spock Prime.

"Who is dead Captain?" He asked as he watched him rub his stomach in a strange way.

"Spock." He said, "I-I feel empty, I can't feel him." He told them and then passed out; Spock was surprised and didn't act in time to stop the man from fall to the ground.

"Doctor McCoy, I need you in the medical bay the Captain has fainted." There was a grumble on the other end, while Spock picked up Jim's limp form. "Doctor?"

"I heard you? What has the idiot done now?"

"I believe he is mourning." He said as he tried to warp his own brain around it…when did this happen?…

…

Spock placed Jim the bed just as Bones walks in, he looked like he was asleep at his desk when Spock had called him and it wouldn't surprise the First Officer if the Doctor did. "When you said he was in mourning what did you mean?" Bones asked,

"Until we hear it from the Captain all I can say is it seems that he was Ambassador Spock's t'hy'la." He says,

"His what now?" The Doctor asked as he moved the scanner over Jim's body.

"They were married." He just blinked at the First Officer as if he has grown two head. He opens his mouth only to just it as he looked down at his scanner as beeped to tell him it found something.

"You don't do things by halves do you, Jim." He mumbled,

"What is it, Doctor?" Spock asked as he remains by Jim's side his thumb ideally stroking the back his captain's hand.

"He's pregnant."

When Jim did finally wake up he was confused as to where he was, the last thing he remembered was going to bed. "Jim, why didn't you tell us you were married?" Bones asked Kirk, frowned at him as he lay on the bed rubbing his eyes. "Or pregnant you must have known you were…"

"Of course I knew Bones, I figured that out when I started to throw up every morning and the smell of coffee makes me feel sick and I did a home test and it said I was 3 months and 2 weeks." He smiled softly as he rubbed his stomach. "He didn't want anyone to kno…Wait…" He stopped and looked up at them "What do you mean were married?" He asked with a frown, as he pushed himself up and looked between his Doctor and his First Officer. "Guys?"

"Jim…" Spock used his first name and he knew he was in real trouble "At 1:40 this morning I receive a message from my father, he informed me that Ambassador Spock has died in his sleep." Jim paled and just looked at him "You then appear at my door in some distress and passed out, I brought you here where we learnt that you are carrying my counterpart's child." He said it as if he was telling him the weather.

Jim looked at Bones who nodded and placed a hand on his shoulder "I'm sorry kid." He said softly, Spock watched the emotion play out on Kirk's face from confusion to fear to sorrow to finely anger. He has been told about the hormone in a pregnant human are all over the place and he wondered how to actuate his father's accounts is of pregnant human emotion. "Jim?" Bones calls to him.

"This is your fault!" He yells at Spock, he blinks and took a step back at the Captain's outburst…every actuate… he thinks "How could you leave me like this?" He shouts as tears roll down Kirk's cheek.

"You are blaming me for Spock's death or leaving you pregnant?" He asked he tilted his head a little as he watched the human brake down.

"BOTH! WHO ELSE AM I GOING TO BLAME?" He snarled, the doctor moved closer to his friend hoping to calm him down.

"Jim you need to calm down, think of the child I will give you…" Jim looked at him and growled.

"If you come near me with that Hypo I will shove it up your arse!" He hissed, Bones took a step back putting the hypo down. He then turned back to Spock who was still stood there with that damn eyebrow up.

"I don't see how this is my fault Captain, I am not the same man you married…"

"DON'T GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT YOU-YOU POINTY EARED ARSE HOLE!" Jim was sobbing in between crying as he warped his arms around his stomach. "YOU SHARE THE SAME DNA, YOU HAVE THE SAME FATHER AND…" He stops and cries into his hand "You are both the father to my child." He whispers.

Spock moved closer to him and then stiffly warped his arms around Jim and let the human cry into his chest. "How could he do this to me…" He hiccupped "I told him yesterday about the baby and-and he leaves me!" He sobs, he feels his hand moves though his hair and he found himself feeling oddly comforted by Spock. He was about to say something when he felt something sting his neck, he jerked back and looked up Spock and then to Bones who held a hypo in his hand. "You fucking bar…" He started to drift off his eyes lid closes and Spock leaned him back gently and then let out a sigh.

"Thank you, Doctor."

"Don't thank me yet." He said, as he sagged on the stool "Male pregnancies are dangerous, and the death of his… I hate to use this term but he will need an alpha. He will need his alpha he will need your help." He told him,

"Are you holding me accountable for his condition?" He asked,

"I'm going to do this for Jim." Bones said, and he slapped Spock cross his cheek "Of course I'm going to hold you accountable for his condition! Both you and the other Spock are the some in the most way and that includes your alpha status."

"You mean the alpha bond?"

"Yes." Bonds sighed, as he looked at the half Vulcan wondering if he should hit him again.

"You can relax Doctor I understand what is expected of me." The Doctor looked at him…you better… Bones thought to himself.