Please don't be harsh. This is my first fan fiction ever! Please comment and review. Thanks!!

"Shut up." I yelled at no one in particular as I walked through the front door.

I wanted revenge on Jacob. I wasn't sure how I would get to it, but I knew I would. After all, he did kiss me.

Just then an idea popped into my head. But it was still in the making. I needed something more then just yelling at him. I pulled out a crumpled test from underneath the stack of bills Charlie had yet to pay.

I heard a loud creak on the stairs, I nearly jumped out of my seat. But then I heard Charlie call out from mid-way down the stairs "Bella is that you?" I immediately answered "Of course dad, who else would it be?" Did he think it was Edward?

I refocused my attention on my "plan". I grabbed the pen from the drawer near the refrigerator. I scribbled down a title that looked something like this… Jacob. I really didn't care what my handwriting looked like. Then I realized I did not need the paper.

I could just tell everyone about Jacob's little secret. I heard a tap on the door. Half expecting it to be Edward. He normally arrived about this time. I opened the door a little startled. I did not see Edward's beautiful face.

Instead I saw Jacob Black's tan muscular body. "Hi, Bella." He said, in his cheerful voice. It painfully reminded me of the old Jacob, the one that was there for me when Edward left. "Um hi." I managed to stutter. "What the hell are you doing here?" I said briskly. "Geese, can't I come visit my best friend once in a while?" He said in an annoyed voice. "Sorry, I was just really hoping that um… well it was Edward. I have something really important I need to tell him!" "And technically you aren't my best friend anymore."

"What?" He said in an half unexpected voice. "I am going to tell everyone you're little secret. You kissed me and you deserve it!" His face turned pale. More pale then I have ever seen his face.

"Bella Please!" He wined.

"No! My mind is made up!"

"Fine I don't give a damn! Go tell the world. You'd better just watch out for that bloodsucker of your's!"

"Whatever, Jacob. He could beat you senseless!"

Jacob stalked out of the house. Slammed the door so loudly that my ears were ringing. I suddenly felt tired. Really tired. I knew I would not be able to make it through the rest of the day without a nap.

I glumly headed up to my room. On my bed there was a folded piece of paper. I opened it up and it read…

Bella,

You have left me no choice. I love you and you love "him." You do not understand. You need me more then you think. He is dangerous and something is going to happen to you. I would never hurt you! I will kill myself if I have to. I am afraid it might just lead to that. You have made the wrong decision! You will never see me again unless you choose the wise decision of loving me. Go ahead and tell everyone.

Goodbye,

Jacob Black

Tears filling up my eyes as my head pounded. I needed rest. I knew Edward would make this all better. But he wasn't here! I needed to sleep. I cried myself to sleep as I thought of the torturous day ahead of me. All I needed right now was my Edward.