Okay so this is my first Fan Fiction EVER. I finally summed up the courage to actually post something online. So here it is. Please read and review Thanks!

Rachel Berry was lying down on her bed staring at the ceiling and thinking about the day's events that were now running through her mind.

"Last year for Christmas I asked Santa to give me you" She looked up to kiss him but...he stopped her.

"It's not last year anymore" he said holding her down

"It's Christmas Finn it's time for you to forgive me" she said looking hopeful

"I can't...this is wrong, I shouldn't have brought you here. You messed me up Rachel, can't you see how screwed up I am about this? I've had two girlfriends and both of them have cheated on me. Maybe you can ask Santa again for me next year. I'm officially breaking up with you" and he just walked away.

He just left her there to walk home all by herself and didn't even bother to take her home.

"God! I just stood there like a complete idiot!" she thought to herself "He's the best thing that ever happened to me and I just blew it!" she yelled throwing a pillow due to her anger. It hit her bookshelf and a few books fell.

"Great just great!" she got up and went to fix the mess. As she was putting the books back a certain pink notebook caught her eye. It had a big gold star on the cover. She slowly opened to the first page which read:

This Diary belongs to:

Rachel Barbra Berry

Future Broadway Star and Multi Tony and Grammy Award Winner

Suddenly all of her memories from the past two years came rushing back to her. The time when everything was so simple. The time when she was hell-bent on getting out of this god-forsaken town and becoming somebody. Suddenly she opened her eyes to the past events and what was really going on, the Glee club, Mr. Schuester and even Finn.

She got up and went to the full length in her room. She stared long and hard at herself. Her face was make-up smudged and blotchy from crying. She touched her cheek and caught a falling tear and then she smiled. Everything was clear.

She quickly turned on her purple laptop, that her Dads got her for her birthday. Took out her tripod and her video camera from her closet and set it up. She logged on to her mySpace page.

"Wow" she thought to herself "It's been a long time since I've posted a new video"

She scanned all her past videos it seemed that the last video she posted was her singing On my Own which was happily mocked by the Cheerios.

"Well it seems like Glee has taken up most of my time" she reminisced for a while about the events of the past year and how it seemed to change her. She clicked on her itunes and scanned all her playlists looking for something new to sing and post online. A certain song caught her eye she double clicked it and it began to play.

Something has changed within me, something is not the same

I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game...

It's time to try defying gravity

And you won't bring me down

It was decided. After recording herself singing she posted it online. She turned off her laptop and went to lie down on her bed. She looked at a photo frame that sat on the drawer next to her bed. It was a picture of her and Finn during the summer, she was in his arms smiling and happy.

She took the picture frame took out the picture of her and Finn and replaced it with a picture of her. Just her. To her it seemed like a reminder of her number one priority. She took a last look at the picture of her and Finn and placed it her drawer.

She went to sleep staring at the picture frame.

In her mind she knew that Rachel Berry, the weak over-sensitive freaky girl who took all the insults and mockery that was thrown at her by her so-called friends was long gone.

Rachel Barbra Berry, singer extraordinaire, future Broadway Star and Multi Tony and Grammy Award Winner, was now back and more determined than ever to get the praise and glory she deserved.

Even if it did mean stepping on some toes...

Sorry I know it's super short but I'll try and update soon! Please tell me what you think it is my first story after all. THANKS FOR READING!

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