She stares at her pale skin
and sees the pale faded white scars
She knows shes troubled and it
doesn't help that her sister won't help
She's lost and alone just waiting
for death to welcome her in its arms
She believes life isn't worth living
She slides the sharped metal blade
across her already scared skin and sighs
She welcomes the feel of the red sticky liquid
and lets it trail down her arm and drop to the floor
no one loves her or ever will love her or so she believes
she thinks that everyone's lives would be easier if she was dead
but who is she to know that she can be loved by someone
She meets a boy with white hair in class
and is forced to work with him one day
She doesn't talk to him but she
learns that his name is Jackson Frost
She opens up after sometime to him
and they become great friends afterwards
She still wears the long sleeves when hes around
and he doesn't ask why and she's great full for this
She lets him come over one night to work on a project
and shuts herself in the bathroom
She drags the blade across her wrist and sighs
the pain helps relax her and calm her nerves
She wakes up the next day in her bed with
Jack laying next to her still asleep
She must have woken him because he
reaches out to touch her with his hand
She flinches and shies away from him
and his touch that she wanted
She feels oddly safe in his arms though
and hasn't felt this way in awhile
She grows used to having him at
her house or being at his
she finally tells him everything one night
and he hugs her and tells her that she's safe
She offers a sad smile and hugs him
yeas later they get married
She tells him five months later
that he's going to be a father
She watches as his face lights up
with joy as he picks her up and spins her around
She's happy that someone loves
her with all of her faults
She finally knows what love is
and doesn't want it to end
She loves Jack and she loves him even
more as he holds her in his safe arms
She loves him, his name is
Jack and hers is Elsa