Theinklesspen-airy

All That's Left of Yesterday

Songfic to Evanescence's "Hello"

Disclaimer: I don't own Yugioh nor the song

Summary: It may seem confusing.

            But besides that, it's kind of a vignette-like piece where Ryou is thinking/reminiscing/dreaming of his dead sister Amane. In this story he is brought back to childhood memories of him and his sister together. It haunts him.

            Who will he turn to?

Note: airy: I wrote this in some haste, so it might seem unfinished. But think of it this way, it gives you more room to imagine…heh…heh….yes, I am stalling. –er, only if you're still reading this. This was meant to be angst, but many of you might find it to be a bad example of it. I am going to stop wasting my time—and yours.

Indulge!

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-playground school bell rings again

rain clouds come to play again-

            'Soon Amane, soon we'll be walking to school together again. Soon we'll be pointing to clouds and laughing, and we'll finally find a ballerina amongst the silver wisps in the sky. It will be beautiful, with long puffs of clouds as its hair. It will have hair just like yours.'

-has no one told you she's not breathing-

            'Once you are well again, we can go swimming. You love swimming remember? You love blowing bubbles out of your mouth like a fish. You used to have a pet fish, but it died, remember? You cried and cried, and I told you that it's alright, I'll get you one to replace it, but you didn't want another one.'

            /Ryou…/

hello I'm your mind giving you

someone to talk to

hello

            'Do you remember the flowers you picked one day? They were lovely. They were poppies. Beautiful red poppies, the color of blood. I don't like blood much, but I love the poppies that you picked; I love you too.

            'If you wake up, I'll buy you an ice cream, I'll get you your favorite…'

If I smile and don't believe

            'Everyone thinks you're gone, they say to me, 'We're very sorry, but we're afraid your sister has passed away.' But I know better. I know that you're still alive. You just need to wake up! Or else I'm dreaming.

            'When I open my eyes, I'll see you at my window, pointing at the many clouds in the sky. They don't know it, but you're still here.'

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken

            /…please…open your eyes. It's not real. Your sister Amane, she's…not alive/

            'Wake up, Amane. It's morning. Wake up and show everyone that you're not gone.

            'Show me you're not gone'

Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide

            'Of course you're not dead, silly me! You couldn't be, because you're the only person I have besides myself. You wouldn't leave me alone. What about the ballerina? And your poppies?

Don't cry

            'She's dead.'

            /Ryou…wake up…wake up…/

            'She's dead! Did you do this to her? Who did this? Why did she leave me?'

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping

            /You were dreaming/

            'No, this is my dream, my nightmare. I'm alone…no one…no one. Everyone has left me.'

            /I have not left you/

Hello I'm still here

All that's left of yesterday-

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airy: you made it all the way! – or you just scrolled down.

If you strongly disliked it, despised it, hated it, printed it out and burned it….there is really no need to tell me this. If you really want to and it makes you feel better, (sigh) it's not like I can stop you.

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