It's been a very long night. I am in my sixth hour of a eight hour night. I love my job but it is hard and very stressful. I am a midwife and have been for only a year. I love every part of my job. At times I think enough is enough and then I get out of delivering a beautiful baby.

My name is Ana Grey, wife of Christian Grey, we meet in high school and have been in love ever since. We have a handsome son together, Teddy's birth didn't go as planned. He and I both just about died. This is why I took the amazing job that I work in today. I love to help and support women in pregnancy and labour. Christian is a fantastic husband, plus it doesn't hurt that he is good on the eye.

I have been in with this lady for the past three hours, she is an amazing women but my god she has a set of lungs on her "Lisa, I know it is painful but try and use you breathing techniques And rest for the second stage of Labour. When we use our voices we use all our energy in making the noise and not resting for when we will need it later. "I say in my cooling and relaxing voice. She turns to me and starts to yell again ." honey look at me. " I say again. When I can see she is looking in my eyes I breathe through the contractions with her. This time she seems to be able to focus better. After this contraction she falls back onto the bed with her head in the pillow. "that's it love, close your eyes and rest until the next contraction. When you have the next one we will work together as a team and get through it. "

For the next hour I breathe through her contractions with her until she wanted some gas, which I happily gave her. That gas is amazing,puts lady's on cloud nine while I finish filling in forms. At last it is my favorite time of labour. Stage two, pushing

I ask her mother and husband to grab a leg each and them to hold them open as wide as they can. "you need to put your chin to your chest and push as hard,as strong and for as long as you can. Right into you butt like you are doing a big poop. " I instructed her. For the first few contractions her pushes aren't hard or strong enough. " you are doing great but I need you to push that little bit more. " I say "can't you tell I'm trying my hardest" she screams at me. I give her a smile and nod. "yes honey you are but just a bit more." she pushes Down with everything she has " that's it my love. Push right where you are, 1,2,3,4.. Just like that 5,6,7,8 a bit harder 9 and ten. Big breath in and straight back into it." I tell her. This amazes me everytime I see a baby born. U never get sick of watching a women turn into a mum. Within a few more pushes the babies head begins to crown. " in this next contraction Im going to ask you to just breath normally, this is so babies head is born safely. " I direct her. After a few more pushes and swearing I past her baby through her legs and onto the warm towel that I placed on her chest a few minutes before we started pushing. For the next two hours I make sure her bleeding is fine and baby is feeding great. Even through my job should of finished two hours ago I always stay to watch and deliver the baby.

~at home after work ~

As I open the front door from along day at work I am meet from the two face I love the most in the world. The face that is of my husband's and owned by the love of my life, Teddy. It doesn't matter how bad my day is these two men light it up. " hey baby, Gail cooked dinner, I tried to get firecracker here to eat something but he wanted to wait till you got home from work." Christian said as he grabbed me my by my hips and lend down with a long kiss. " that's OK,you know how much I love having dinner as a family. " I said looking up into Christians big full Grey eyes after having a long heartfelt kiss. " me want kissy to mummy! Me miss you too." my Teddy said we hope reaching for me. I placed my things by the door and kicked off my shoes. I walked over to the table and placed my man in his highchair.

After tea we headed for the bathroom. Christian and I always wanted to make sure we had time for our man,no matter how sleepy we got. We both have busy jobs, christian CEO of his business and me been a midwife. He always says I don't have to work, it's not like we done have enough money. Christian himself has six billion dollars in his own bank account. Don't ask me how much is in our joint. I don't have to work or needed to work but I want to work.

After bath time it's reading and bed. As I lay down in bed I feel a hand move up my top to my breasts." what are you doing ?" I ask my sweet husband. " having some mummy daddy playtime. " he replied with. His pantie dropping smile. " oh no you don't Mr,you promised a foot massage when I got home. " I said. A few minutes of making out and he suddenly stops. "what about it Mrs Grey?" he asks. "what about what Mr Grey" I ask with concern. " what about we get you pregnant right now " he says ." who says you haven't already done that Mr Grey. " I smile back. He drops his mouth and shuts it just as fast " are you saying what I think you saying?" he asks. I break out in a huge smile and give a big nod yes. He wraps me up in his huge arms. " we have an appointment with doctor Greene tomorrow at half two. "