Love
Love is a weird thing, you find it at the most unexpected of times. It's not something you can go looking for, nor will you find it if you do. If you find that love, true love not just the small interest but true deep love, it's something you won't want to give up.
I never expected to fall in love, sure I was dating many girls, sometimes at the same time, but I never expected to find one that my world would suddenly start to revolve around. To find someone you love that much is almost unsettling; I'd be laying awake at night, just dreaming about her and you know what? I never really cared.
What truly makes me mad is that I gave it all up. I'd give anything to have the time back that I had with her; to tell her I did love her and she wasn't just another, or so she said, 'Catch of the Day.' I don't know how many times I find myself wishing that that one day, that one stupid day, had been just a dream; and I'd wake up to find her there, waiting outside of the science room like always.
I doubt I'll ever get over her, just like I doubt she would know how much pain she's causing me after all this time. And yet, I don't think it would have mattered, things would have still ended the same way, even if I had known…