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A/N:Whenever it says "diary" I mean Ginny's diary ok thank you!!!!

Diary: Do you ever fell like you have no purpose in life or like the one person that you want to get closer to is just fine just being friends. Well I do, the guy is Harry James Potter. He is the most perfect guy there is, his eyes and his hair and everything about him. Wo I have to go someone is coming up, I'll tell you more about Harry later.Bye.

Hermionie: Hey why are you sitting alone?

Ginny: Just writting in my diary, and thinking

Hermione: About what?

Ginny: Nothing important [lying]

[they went downstairs and then to the Great Hall to have lunch, there they met Harry and Ron]

Harry and Ron: Hey you guys

Hermione and Ginny: Hi

[Ginny sat down by Ron and Hermione went to sit next to Harry. Harry and Hermione had gone out a total of six times, they still flirt even though there broken up.]

Ginny's thoughts: why cant it be me, the one who gets to sit next to the love of my life, why cant it be me, the one who is always touched by him everyday. Why cant it be me the one he's madly in love with and not Hermione,well even if he did love me which I highly dout, I wouldnt be able to go out with him. I know Hermione still has feelings for him

Harry: Hey gin why are you so quiet?

Ginny: I'm just a little tired thats all.

Ron: (worried) Are you hungry, you havent eating a thing?

Ginny:(lying) No I had a really big breakfast.

[after a few minutes, Harry and Hermione began to flirt and giggle again. Ginny saw Hermione plant a small kiss on Harry's cheek, she felt tears rising in her eyes]

Ginny's thoughts:Hold them back, hold them back.

Hermione: Are you sure your okay?

[Ginny just shruged]

Hermione:(slowly) Okay.

[After lunch they went back to the common room]

Ginny: I'm going to go and write in my diary.

[Ginny left with a fake smile and headed to the girls dormatry]

Diary:well another day I almost cry in front of Harry. Somtimes I dont feel anything somtimes I do but, its usualy its the feeling like when a dementor come in the room every time Harry and Hermione are together. Oh well, hey I told you I'd tell you more about Harry. Well he has the best eyes, beautifull hair,the perfect skin and the most perfect smile ever, he's perfect oh my gosh I love him so much but so does Hermione.