Chapter 1

He finished reading the email he had written… he had read it over and over again, getting more and more nervous about sending it every time he did, and after reading it for the final time, he was talking himself out of sending it… when one of his friends came in to the library, so he hit send before they could see it… and before he changed his mind… again.

Kurt was in his dorm room doing homework, when he was alerted to a new email. He decided he may as well take a well, earned break from the book report he was writing… as he had been working none-stop for a few hours… and check it. He didn't recognise the email address it had been sent from, so he opened it hoping the sender had signed it.

From: my_heart_and_soul_to_you_Belong_Always 3

Subject: none

Beautiful, talented, perfect Kurt,

Looking into your eyes is like looking into the ocean, deep, vast and blue. All other beauty fades to nothing in comparison. In your eyes and your beauty I could happily become lost and willingly drown. Never ever change a single thing about yourself; you are perfect just as you are. Existing and breathing for me did not truly occur until there was you. 3

One day I will reveal myself to you in person for now though I will continue to admire you from afar… but until then my Blackbird, as my email address states…

My heart & soul to you Belong Alway 3

Kurt was in shock… he kept reading and re-reading the email. He didn't hear the knock on his dorm room door, or when it opened and Jeff walked in.

"Hey Kurt" …no response,

"Kurt?" …still, no response, so Jeff walked over to his friend, putting his hand on the other boy's shoulder, which startled him, causing him to jump.

"Hey, sorry to scare you… I knocked and called out to you twice, but you didn't answer. Is everything okay?" Jeff asked worriedly,

"Hey Jeff, don't worry about it, I guess I was just lost in my own thoughts… I'm fine honestly" Kurt replied,

"You sure…?"

"Yeah Jeff, I'm fine… just a little surprised. I received an email and I'm not sure what to make of it"

"Want to tell me about it?" Jeff asked worriedly,

"Hmm… here… you can read it. I really don't know what to think" Kurt replied handing his laptop to him.

Jeff read it, and the worry etched in his face and mind, started to melt away,

"You have a secret admirer Kurt… I wonder if they put clues in the email, to try and tell you who they are. They say they will reveal themselves to you in person, but it sounds to me like they had already tried in some way to tell you who they are. Did you see any clues?"

"Uh… no, I don't think so, I didn't really notice anything" Kurt replied,

"Can I get a print out? So that I can see if I can find anything in the email; that might give us a clue as to who it could be" Jeff asked,

"Yeah sure" Kurt said and accidentally… on purpose… printed two copies, he gave one to Jeff and then pretended to throw the other away… knowing that as soon as Jeff left his dorm he would retrieve it and put it inside his journal… because hey it's not every day a guy finds out he has a secret admirer.

Jeff started reading the printed copy of the email, before he suddenly spoke up,

"It's a guy that attends Dalton, and is quite possibly a Warbler"

"How did you come up with that? I couldn't figure anything out from the email" Kurt replied,

"Because… look… here, he called you BLACKBIRD, you sang the Beatles 'Blackbird' in Warbler practice this week" Jeff brought the printout over to him, and pointed to where the sender had, indeed, called him Blackbird, right at the end of the email,

"Oh… but couldn't that could just be a coincidence?" Kurt asked,

"It could… but I seriously doubt it Kurt. Look, I have to go meet Nick, now. Can I take this with me, so that I can keep looking for clues?" Jeff asked, even though he had found all the clues he needed, and knew exactly who the admirer is, he just has to speak to the admirer, and get him to come clean.

Authors Note: Can you see the clues to who the secret admirer is? Let me know what you think the clues are and who you think it is... and I'll upload the second chapter and reveal all in a few days x