Sadly none of the twilight saga stuff belongs to me. Stephenie Meyer is the credit taker here=]
"Bella! I am here. I won't leave you." I looked at Jacob and saw in his eyes he was telling the truth. I stopped crying. He was here when I needed him the most. Even though Edward left, he still stayed with me. I wasn't giving him a chance and now I knew I should.
"Bells. Snap out of it. It's time for school we need to go sweetie." Jacob whispered in my ear.
It's my second year of college at Washington State University. Ever since the Cullen family left, I have been with Jacob ever since. He was there for me when I had no one but myself. Every first day of school I always hate. It feels so out of place, everyone catching up, new people looking for their way to go.
"Do we have to? Can't we just skip today and go tomorrow." I pleaded with him.
"We are already here Bella. Plus, we have to get our books and everything. It will be fine, I promise." He kissed me on the forehead and then went around the car to open my door. I got out tripping over my two left feet, like always.
"I love you." Jacob told me right when we got to my class. He basically has to lift me up to kiss me on the lips because he is so tall. The kiss was just a peck, but it felt right.
"I love you too." I whispered in his ear. He trotted off to his next class.
I took a deep breath trying to calm my nerves down. It was going to be a very long day since I have no classes with Jacob. I opened the door to my science class and took a seat. I was fidgeting with the ring on my left hand while I waited for class to start. Jacob proposed to me during the summer and I accepted even though I hated the thought of a wedding. He promised me it would take place after we were finished with school and that it would be a very small deal. I was just having a hard time comprehending the idea of wearing the ring then, but I didn't want to hurt his feelings by saying I would wear it later. He was so excited that I said yes that he didn't realize that I was a little upset. I love Jacob and all, but he just didn't understand my fear of getting married.
The bell rang snapping me out of my daydream. I looked around and everyone was in a seat. The teacher just gave us a worksheet to do about what we already know and let us be for the rest of the class.
"Mrs. Peterson?" I heard a familiar voice ask but I didn't look up to see who it was.
"Yes, right here. O you must be new." My annoying teacher said.
"Yes this is Edward Cullen and I am Alice Cullen. We just moved here." Right when that was said my head snapped up and they were there. They looked exactly the same from the last time a remembered them. The teacher gave them their worksheets and found a seat for them in the front. They both turned around and made their way to their seats. My neighbor whispered something to her friend and Edwards head shot up. Our eyes met and it felt like I was burning inside. He just stood there looking at me with confusion written all over his face. Alice finally looked up to see why her brother had stopped walking and saw me too.
"Take your seats you two." Mrs. Peterson said. They followed her orders but never took their eyes off of me.
I looked down at my paper trying to take this all in. Out of all the colleges in the whole world they choose the one that I am at. Alice must have seen this coming, why would she just let it slip and not tell anyone. I have worked so hard to move on from them and now they have a class with me. I looked up to see if they were still staring at me and I caught Edwards's eyes once more. Alice yanked his arm so that they wouldn't get in trouble for not doing their work. She looked back at me and smiled with all of her teeth and then went back to work. My hands were shaking in their place. Alice had to have known I was here there was no other way. The bell rang to dismiss us and I basically ran out of the room. Right when I got into the hall I caught my backpack on something and it fell, spreading everything in it everywhere. Why did this have to happen to me? I bent down and started to grab all my stuff. A white hand caught me off guard when it handed me one of my books.
"Hey Bella! How ya been." Alice said so cheerful she was bouncing up and down. Edward was just standing there with confusion still all over his face. His eyes were an amber color that seemed frozen solid.
"Hey Alice." I said in a pissed mood. She had to have known that I was here and that was not something I wanted to have happened. We all just stood there with people looking at us as they walked by. I got impatient and just started to walk away. " I have to go" I yelled back. I started to run out when someone caught my arm.
"Bella…" I turned around to face Edward right in the face. His eyes looked really sad, almost like he didn't have anything left in him anymore.
"Let go of me right now, Edward. So help me god I will yell and scream if you don't let go of me right now." He let his hand go and I started walking off again. Right when I got out of the building I started to cry. I didn't want to see him again. I have tried my hardest to move on and now he was here pulling me back. I didn't even know I was on the ground now, curled up into a ball.
"Bells, what's wrong." I heard Jacob yell from a distance. He ran over to me and gave me a hug.
"They're here. Their back." That was all the words I could get out with all the crying I was doing. I heard him snarl in the back of his throat but he kept on holding me. I got it together and he walked me to my next class.
"Just call me if you don't want to be here anymore. I will take you home if you want." He said while he held the door open for me to go inside the classroom.
"No I am fine. Go to your next class Jacob. I love you." I walked into the classroom and sat down. The bell rang and I went on with my day, pretending that I didn't even see them. I couldn't keep them off my mind though. Everything was just being played back, every memory I had with them was all being played through my head all day. I got to my last class with relief. It was my last class of the day and then I would get to go home and curl up into a ball on my bed.
"Is that Bella right there." The booming voice erupted from by the door. That voice was too familiar and I knew exactly who it was. I look up to see Emmett and Jasper coming through the door. "By god it is!" I looked around to see where there were open seats for them to sit. Unfortunately there was a seat right next to me and one across the aisle on the other side of me. I was officially having one of the worst days in history. Jasper whispered something in Emmett's ear and they both stared at me for a bit before they made their way to their seats. Emmett sat next to me and Jasper sat at the other seat. The bell rang relieving me from any conversation to be had before class started.
"Hey Bella." Jasper mumbled so the teacher wouldn't hear them. A calm wave crashed into me right when he said those two words. I just stared at him and nodded my head. The whole class period I was very calm. Emmett kept on poking me or making any movement that would distract me while Jasper just sat there. The bell rang and I got up and made my way to the door. Emmett was there before I was.
"Now, now, now. You need to wait just one minute. What's with this crabby attitude of yours?"Emmet said. Thanks to him I was the only one still stuck in this classroom.
"Bella, you don't have to be mad at us or even sad. I could tell you the honest truth right now. We did not know you were here."Jasper said.
"I don't care what you guys care about right now. Can I please just leave. You guys left. I moved on. Please let me live my life without the Cullen's interrupting it yet again."It was kind of harsh but I didn't want to stay and listen to this not today.
"Woe. This is not like the Bella I know. I'm not letting you leave just yet. You need to explain all this negative attitude."Emmett replied.
"You know what. I don't have to explain anything to you guys. You all left me in Forks to just die. I have started making my life spin again and then all of a sudden you are all here again. I don't think I am the one who needs to explain anything here, it's you. Why don't you all explain to me what has happened. No let me rewind that. I don't care what has happened. I am going to get through this year ok?" I practically yelled. I pushed my way through Emmett who was struck by my harsh words and walked off.
Jacob was waiting in the car for me and I didn't want him to get nervous for me being late. I was crying again when I got into the car. Jacob didn't say a word, though. He knew how hard this is for me and didn't want to make it worse. This is going to be a long year of college.
Should i go on? Reviews are always welcome.
