Disclaimer, this one has nothing to do with my previous story´s... A part of this I wrote when I was 14 and back then I didn´t even knew the Thunderbirds. I found the tv-series when I was watching tv in the hospital when I was 15 1/2. I changed it so I could put it up here
I looked over the ocean. It surprised me that none of my brothers came to check on me. But I guess they all have there own grief. They loved her too. But not as much as I did... do... did... No still do.
Jumping down from the balcony, I walked to the water. Not sure what to do with myself. I couldn´t be in that house. I saw her dancing in the rooms, smelt her in the sheets of our bed, everything reminded me of her.
I lost her. The words came harder than ever. Of all rescues, this was the one I needed... I couldn´t... I lost her. The one person that could one day save me, the one I needed to save. The one I would give my life for to get her back. She was gone.
Lying down on the beach I thought about something my older brother said years ago, when I was just a toddler
When I was younger,
My big brother told me that one day
I would find someone I would love the rest of my life
I didn´t know what he meant so I asked my dad what love was
He told me that Love is strong
Love is patient
Love is timeless
Love gives hope when there is none
Love has no boundaries
Love always wins
Love doesn´t know pain
Love doesn´t know sadness
Love is worldwide
I believed him back then
But now, I´ve grown up
At one moment, I thought that I found love
and started to ask more questions
He told me that Love is strong
But how can Love be strong if I feel so weak?
Love is patient
Why can´t I wait to see you again?
Love is timeless
How can it be that a minute looks like an hour and a day like a month?
Love gives hope when there is none
Why do I feel so hopeless?
Love has no boundaries
Why do I feel a prisoner of my own mind?
Love always wins
Why do I feel so lost, like I lost everything
Love doesn´t know pain Love doesn´t know sadness
How can that be if I only see pain through my tears
It´s because Love is worldwide...
And you´re no longer on this world
My big brother was sitting next to me. Saying nothing, just being there.
Just being there.
I felt a invisible hand against my cheek and I placed mine on top of hers. Maybe she wasn´t here anymore. But she´ll always be in my heart. I´m never alone. She´ll be waiting for me.
Until than, I had brothers who loved me. Gave me strength, who were patient when I was on my worst, who give me all the time in the world if I needed it. They´ll give me hope in the darkest moments, help me break the boundaries of my own mind, help me win every battle, cheer me up and learn me how to deal with the pain that breaks my heart. I know that it didn´t matter where I was, I´ll be okay if my brothers still loved me
Tell me what you think.