Confusion. It's a scary feeling to have; especially when it's over the guy that you're in love with. Peeta Mellark is such an interesting person. After everything that's happened with us, I'm surprised he still even talks to me. I've known this boy since kindergarden and ever since he's just been there for me. We never really talk... but when do, I feel like I can we can talk about anything and everything. He's one of those people who you can just sit under the stars with and have a deep conversation about the purpose of life and things like that. Unfortunately, I think that's all over now because of what happened.