Okay, I don't plagorize. I used to be rain-kissed vampire. But I kinda don't remember the e-mail I used, so I created another account.. So here I am again! Haha, sorry about that.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, but I own this plot. Me, WAZAM. and rain-kissed vampire technically. whatevs.:)

Prelude.

Waking up in the middle of the night, I looked around my cabin to find the other 10 girls around me still asleep in their bunks. I sat up and looked out the long window next to me to the full moon and the oak trees that surrounded my cabin. I looked at my watch; 2:14 AM. I sighed and let my head fall back onto my pale yellow pillow and stared at the wooden bunk on top of me.

He had invaded my dreams. Again. It was wrong to think of him this way, and I had convinced myself a month ago that we could never be. Then why did he come back into my mind? I removed the covers from my body, put on my slippers and walked outside the cabin quietly. The small circle the 5 cabins made were all quiet with slumber, and the wide bathroom building was illuminated brightly. I sighed and decided to go and splash water on myself. I dragged my feet to the other side of the small circle to the bathroom buildings, when suddenly I saw a figure in the entrance to the small "village" of cabins. I was a bit shocked, and tried to decipher who he was.

Edward.

He was in loose exercising pants, black flip-flops, and no shirt at all. Impossibly so, he looked even more gorgeous with the moonlight shining down on his back-side. It gave him an almost angelic glow. He must've had the plan to come over here because I knew that he only slept in boxers. I fought back the blush and concentrated on his eyes. My eyebrows furrowed. It looked almost like his eyes were glazed over with tears. They were filled with so much emotion. He came a bit closer to me, but still kept his distance.

I waited for him to speak, but he never did. He only continued to stare into my eyes, trying to read them. I got over my shock after a few seconds of breathing.

"Edward? What are you doing here? It's two in the morning!" I whispered harshly.

He looked down to the dirt ground and sighed, "I don't know, Bella. I really don't."

I took in a deep breath. "What's so important that it couldn't wait 'till morning?"

He continued to stare at me, his mouth slightly open. I didn't understand, what was he trying to do?

"Edward...go back to sleep. And I should be getting back, too. Jacob wouldn't like it if he found out I was walking around the woods at this time."

At the mention of his name, his face scrunched up into such a painful expression that it almost made me want to forget my decision. I wanted to run to him, and kiss his troubles away. I wanted to run my fingers in that gorgeous auburn hair and crawl into his flawless skin.

"Please don't give me that look, Edward. I really do like him, and he deserves a chance after all that waiting he did. And besides, you have Tanya now. It's better this way. And I have to admit that I'm really starting to-"

"Don't do this," he whispered, taking four long strides to me. Before I knew what was going on, he cupped my face in his warm hands and kissed me desperately. His mouth moved urgently against mine, begging me to respond to him. But I didn't kiss him back. No, I couldn't let everything I worked for go down the drain like this. I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him off with as much force as I could. He let go of me, and I let out a quick breath in frustration. I didn't know what else to do, so I began hitting his lean, strong chest. He didn't move an inch, he only looked down at me with sad eyes.

Tears that I had been holding back for as long as I could remember began to flow freely down my cheeks silently. My un-effective smacks began to weaken, as I let the tears swallow me. After a while, I gave up and fell into his chest, hugging him close to me and burring my face into his bare chest. I cried silently, his arms wounding around my much smaller body and hugged me close. I took in a deep breath and shuddered. Oh, how I missed his smell. It made me feel so safe, and the way my small body fit perfectly in his larger one only made me cry even more.

After a few minutes, he took one hand and lifted my chin from his chest. I looked into his shinning green eyes, drowning in them. He moved his hand to cup the side of my neck, his face leaning down to kiss away the few last tears that slipped from my eyes. He leaned his head back a little so he could look into my eyes again.

"I can't live in this lie anymore, Bella."

My heart began to pound frantically, as his eyes glazed over with tears again.

"I don't care if this is messed up or what anyone else has to say about this. I can't deny my feelings anymore. Isabella Swan, I have fallen in love with you. Step-sister, or not," he whispered frantically.

And I knew I couldn't deny him again.